Yes, I did indeed break up with Joe.
I have been thinking and have decided that HEY I'm fucking 18, I want to go out, I have the right to go out, it's natural for somebody who is 18 to GO OUT. Well, see, unlike me, Joe NEVER wants to go out. The music is always too loud for him and most of the time we've had to leave before the show's over because "he didn't feel well".
Today I put my foot down and even though I was very sad and scared to beak up with somebody I've been with for 10 months, there was this genuine sense of excitement. Now, I am finally going to be able to do my SG set without feeling guilty, now I can stop saying "no" to people's requests to hang out. Now I can finally start having fun because I AM a kickass chick! I like to physically expend my energy, I like screaming my lungs out and dancing myself into a coma (well, you know
). NO, I do not like playing fucking Magic.
One thing I truly regret is the way I wasted my time in Europe. God, did I want to hang out with my boys! But I couldn't because we were always tired and we didn't want to spend money! (Yes, spending money on ANYTHING was a big issue as well). I have decided to go back this summer and party my ass off at George's villa on the seaside!!
So, pity me not. I feel alive. For the first time in almost a year. It's a glorious feeling.
Oh, and I want to meet you ALL.
PS: Plus, I can get new piercings now that the warden isn't pouting
PPS: Megz, you rock babe =)
I have been thinking and have decided that HEY I'm fucking 18, I want to go out, I have the right to go out, it's natural for somebody who is 18 to GO OUT. Well, see, unlike me, Joe NEVER wants to go out. The music is always too loud for him and most of the time we've had to leave before the show's over because "he didn't feel well".
Today I put my foot down and even though I was very sad and scared to beak up with somebody I've been with for 10 months, there was this genuine sense of excitement. Now, I am finally going to be able to do my SG set without feeling guilty, now I can stop saying "no" to people's requests to hang out. Now I can finally start having fun because I AM a kickass chick! I like to physically expend my energy, I like screaming my lungs out and dancing myself into a coma (well, you know
). NO, I do not like playing fucking Magic.
One thing I truly regret is the way I wasted my time in Europe. God, did I want to hang out with my boys! But I couldn't because we were always tired and we didn't want to spend money! (Yes, spending money on ANYTHING was a big issue as well). I have decided to go back this summer and party my ass off at George's villa on the seaside!!
So, pity me not. I feel alive. For the first time in almost a year. It's a glorious feeling.
Oh, and I want to meet you ALL.
PS: Plus, I can get new piercings now that the warden isn't pouting
PPS: Megz, you rock babe =)
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I agree. 18 is too young to be tied down. If you can't enjoy being with that person, it's better in the long run... to not be with that person.
Have fun.
i wanna dance to the joydiv with you baby!!!