soporific

my early morning classes are kicking my pooper too! You are invited to come to the little absinthe shin dig, (it's going to be real absinthe) and don't worry I won't have too much furniture or anything fragile until after a few weeks that I am there!

Thank you for your comments and support, I appreciate it. I feel kinda foolish, now, having written all of that.

Yeah, I pretty much felt like I was being used for the sake of attention and an all purpose safety net. It's a hard thing to admit. I guess I was just still clinging on to old feelings, too. They are hard to shake some times, ya know.

For the most part, I am considering it a lost cause and I think it will be good that she is moving, it will probably make it easier.

Thanks again, sweety!