I fucking hate this.
I hate the whole "OK, bye, see you next weekend" shit.
If I wanted a fucking weekend boy I could find a different one every weekend...easily.
This is the only fucking time I've asked of Joe to come over because I wasn't feeling well. And nothing. Fucking asshole.
I want a change. I need a big change. I just want to go back to Europe and never come back here EVER again. The only thing keeping me here is school. And I actually fucking like my school but unfortunately it doesn't take all of my time.
I miss Nat... I miss Teddy... I miss Zombie... All I ever needed is to just know I could go over their houses and feel welcome... Unlike here where everybody is fucking hypocritical, two-faced, and supports fake morals.
Fuck this.
I hate this.
I hate the whole "OK, bye, see you next weekend" shit.
If I wanted a fucking weekend boy I could find a different one every weekend...easily.
This is the only fucking time I've asked of Joe to come over because I wasn't feeling well. And nothing. Fucking asshole.
I want a change. I need a big change. I just want to go back to Europe and never come back here EVER again. The only thing keeping me here is school. And I actually fucking like my school but unfortunately it doesn't take all of my time.
I miss Nat... I miss Teddy... I miss Zombie... All I ever needed is to just know I could go over their houses and feel welcome... Unlike here where everybody is fucking hypocritical, two-faced, and supports fake morals.
Fuck this.
I hate this.
Sorry you feel so poopy dear.