soporific

Today was one of those days that you just have to get through in order to make way for a potentially better tomorrow. Which we all know is seldom if ever the case. BUT, it is officially over and I am only 46 days away from my trip to Europe. It is exciting and frightening at the same time. On one hand I am going to see my grandparents, my sister, my nephew, and my friends after more than a year and a half. On the other hand, I am afraid I might have changed for the worse and be a disappointment to all the people who are expecting me. Or maybe I'm afraid that I might have changed and they have stayed the same... Either way, since I'm going with Joe, I know that I will have at least one person who knows me for who I am right now and not who I used to be when I was 16...
It's late, I don't make sense.
-sings- "Under the iron bridge we kissed and although I ended up with sore lips it just wasn't like the old days anymore; no, it wasn't like those days... Am I still ill?"

(I *really* like kitties)