Well I am writing this entry off-line and y the time you are reading ithours will have since passed. Im at workif you can call sitting around in a t-shirt shop/arcade for 13 hours work? Its been one of those days here, where you feel the anger and bitterness building all day and you just WANT someone to really piss you off. Just GIVE me...
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bella_donna:
your so hostile lol but i love ya anyways 
1.watch anime
2.a terry pratchet book :p
3.what can i do to cheer u up
1.watch anime
2.a terry pratchet book :p
3.what can i do to cheer u up
spyder_doll:
i smoke cigarettes even though i hate them and they make me weeze or i write about how pissy i am on line like you did
hmmm if someone suggests a good book suggest it to me
hmmm your not shy and i think i know quite a bit... why dont you tell me something shocking that i didnt know
it was real good to see you guys its been far too long i hope amy stays on the up and up and thanks for being pissy today too its nice to know your not the only crabby person ion michigan
hmmm if someone suggests a good book suggest it to me
hmmm your not shy and i think i know quite a bit... why dont you tell me something shocking that i didnt know
it was real good to see you guys its been far too long i hope amy stays on the up and up and thanks for being pissy today too its nice to know your not the only crabby person ion michigan
Depressing update...
Back in Michigan...living in a tent (actually kinda cool)
Working construction+working in an arcade/t-shirt store
Hot and humid= an unhappy Ryan
had to return a new 200 gig hard drive 'cause we have no $$
my prospects for a new camera = bad
need to find a new job, and a place to move to AGAIN.
tired, hot, sweaty and stinky...but pleased cause...
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Back in Michigan...living in a tent (actually kinda cool)
Working construction+working in an arcade/t-shirt store
Hot and humid= an unhappy Ryan
had to return a new 200 gig hard drive 'cause we have no $$
my prospects for a new camera = bad
need to find a new job, and a place to move to AGAIN.
tired, hot, sweaty and stinky...but pleased cause...
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bella_donna:
hun you need to put it all in perspective I think were doing pretty damn good right now. SO what if we dont have a ton of $ were both togather and in one of the most beutiful places in the country and have all the food we need and a place to live for free. I know your still upset about the slc job but it wasnt your fault there are some real bad people out there and unfortuantly our path went to one of them. It will work out it alwyas does and i find usually when we go through soemthing like this fate is trering us towards something grand. SO keep your head up and smile you are the most wonderful greatest man i know 
Hugs and lots of love hun
Tongiht i'll pick up a bottel of wine and we can go for a hike and take nudie pics and have a picnic out in a beautiful feild or some beutiful woods
Hugs and lots of love hun
Tongiht i'll pick up a bottel of wine and we can go for a hike and take nudie pics and have a picnic out in a beautiful feild or some beutiful woods
spyder_doll:
hey there ryan ian and i have been thinking tons about butt sex and missing you big time i hope you start cheering up amy says your having a rough time, and i just want you to know that we love you and if there is anything we can do to hel pout we will be on it im wanting to visit soon but my money situation is in the dumps right now but as soon as i get some im coming your way love ya tons and smile
STUPID INTERNET 
SORRY
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6underground:
wooo! congrats on graduating! What letters are added to the end of your name now?
Ugh...the transformation has begun.
In anticipation of moving to Utah and the inevitable interview process once I find a job that wants to interview me, I have made a few changes.
1. Haircut appointment...not a big deal I guess. I just HATE getting my hair chopped.
2. The beard gets trimmed...again.
3. Earrings removed...this sucks as I've had earings for over 15 years. Even as...
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In anticipation of moving to Utah and the inevitable interview process once I find a job that wants to interview me, I have made a few changes.
1. Haircut appointment...not a big deal I guess. I just HATE getting my hair chopped.
2. The beard gets trimmed...again.
3. Earrings removed...this sucks as I've had earings for over 15 years. Even as...
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gil:
k sorry it took so damn long ive been lagging
i added ya'll today have a good trip
i added ya'll today have a good trip
6underground:
ugh. I hate changing my appearance for interviews! I should be having one soon hopefully and I'm hating the thought of taking out my lip ring! Sucks!
Good luck tho! What sort of career are you hoping/looking for?
Good luck tho! What sort of career are you hoping/looking for?
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends/lovers/or what?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Have you ever had a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain it.
7. Describe me in 1 word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of...
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2. Are we friends/lovers/or what?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Have you ever had a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain it.
7. Describe me in 1 word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of...
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bella_donna:
1.your wife 
2. All of the above
3. On aol baby
4. lol better hope so
5. ewww no ...lol
6. Hobbit boy ..cause your my little hobbit
7. awsome
8. Damn!!
9. yepp sometimes its an angry damn though lol ..i love u
10. Hobbits and Books
11. a big kiss
12. pretty well i would think
13. 2 seconds ago..oh wait im looking at u write now mwa ha ha ha
14. yep im not telling he he
15. maybe tommarrow
2. All of the above
3. On aol baby
4. lol better hope so
5. ewww no ...lol
6. Hobbit boy ..cause your my little hobbit
7. awsome
8. Damn!!
9. yepp sometimes its an angry damn though lol ..i love u
10. Hobbits and Books
11. a big kiss
12. pretty well i would think
13. 2 seconds ago..oh wait im looking at u write now mwa ha ha ha
14. yep im not telling he he
15. maybe tommarrow
aikaterine:
1. Katie
2. Friends, I s'pose
3. On here, and in the North Wind office
4. No, I wouldn't say I had a crush on you lol. I thought you were nice and it was cool to talk to you about tattoos and piercings, though
5. On the cheek maybe.
6. Bald Bunny - because you are neither bald nor a bunny.
7. Furry
8. I was a bit intimidated.
9. No, now I know you're harmless
10. Trolleys lol
11. Um...a better story?
12. Not super well.
13. Long time ago.
14. Nope
15. Maybe
2. Friends, I s'pose
3. On here, and in the North Wind office
4. No, I wouldn't say I had a crush on you lol. I thought you were nice and it was cool to talk to you about tattoos and piercings, though
5. On the cheek maybe.
6. Bald Bunny - because you are neither bald nor a bunny.
7. Furry
8. I was a bit intimidated.
9. No, now I know you're harmless
10. Trolleys lol
11. Um...a better story?
12. Not super well.
13. Long time ago.
14. Nope
15. Maybe
YUCK. I hate being sick. I slept from 11pm last night until 6pm tonight...that's CRAZY! 19 hours of sleep? My fevers keep coming and going, I get cold, then hot...sweating to goosebumps. I feel like I've been tripping on really weak acid or something. Amy made me tacos though (yes I still have my appetite) and they were good.
I need a hug and someone...
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eldarkinslayer:
AmyDoll will give you a hug. What's the paper on?
I am for sure on my deathbed...I hear angels...the light it's sooo wonderful.
More fever-induced hallucinations to follow soon...
More fever-induced hallucinations to follow soon...
To go to class or not to go to class...THIS is the question.
*edit*
...I went...I learned...I feel like POOP!
*edit*
...I went...I learned...I feel like POOP!
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lecia:
don't go
unique3:
GET WELL SOON!!!
ok...fixed the pic
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punknitemike:
the set you shot for amydoll is just amazing, i love it...great work!
has anybody ever told ya you look like jerry garcia from the grateful dead?
has anybody ever told ya you look like jerry garcia from the grateful dead?
aikaterine:
haha, the dog was this tiny little mutt with like no hair whatsoever. and he was howling and shivering. i knew he was cold.
btw - amy's set is hot shit.
btw - amy's set is hot shit.