soph

I really hate it when my roommate lisa fills the sink with dishes that are NOT EVEN DIRTY! she chops like one parsley leaf (she's a vegetarian so it's not like we're gonna get salmonella or whatever), and puts the cutting board in the sink, is it unreasonable that this drives me nuts? and she's always complaining about how her old roommates never did their dishes. I'm still a little dubious about her actually. she's hard to read, maybe because she's a virgo too like me. she seems weak and devious at the same time. very one-sided and exclusive in her interests. we'll see. It's rare that i get on with other girls anyway, so as long as I can tolerate her it's cool I guess.
In other news it's ridiculously windy here. I almost blew away on the way to the library. really! the clouds have blown away too, which is a blessed relief.
I'm mad at my boyfriend for making me feel umloved and abandoned and needy; of course I haven't told him this. we talk on the phone less and less, visits are less and less frequent. it sucks. I'm paralyzed with worry and love and loneliness.
I have to go run now; on saturday I'll be doing 7 miles! thanks to Al and Dunx for donating to my AIDS marathon campaign, what sweeties.
I'm grumpy and lonely and filled up with grey clouds.