soph

so I was just riding my bike down valencia, and i saw an old friend, I called his name (rennfield) and I turned around and we stopped and talked a little. we've never been terribly close, but I've always really liked and admired him. he's got incredibly clear bright blue eyes, and he looks right at you when you talk. it made me feel really good to see him...i hope he calls sometime. i have this paranoia that people won't remember me even though I always remember them, or that they don't like me as much as I do them. I don't think it's true, but I've always struggled with it. weird, huh? I'm surprisingly riddled with self-loathing, very few people can see it though.
anyway, i'm doing ok. things are looking up. I complete the move tomorrow thank god and school starts on monday. busy busy busy, I want to feel creative but I'm too tired right now.