a little blue.
a little hungry.
very tired of being myself sometimes.
gonna go see donnie darko with my funnest, gayest friend tonight. perhaps popcorn will have the desired cheering effect.
the boy's coming to see me in 4.5 days. i wish other people would come see me too, they always say they will but never do.
assholes.
I think it's normal to feel suicidal in january, right guys?
the world is just such a painful fucked up place it breaks my heart. I hate that I have to be in it and deal with all my petty little problems too.
a little hungry.
very tired of being myself sometimes.
gonna go see donnie darko with my funnest, gayest friend tonight. perhaps popcorn will have the desired cheering effect.
the boy's coming to see me in 4.5 days. i wish other people would come see me too, they always say they will but never do.
assholes.
I think it's normal to feel suicidal in january, right guys?
the world is just such a painful fucked up place it breaks my heart. I hate that I have to be in it and deal with all my petty little problems too.
Anyway, my point is that both Dunx and I want to visit - more than anything in the world. But we have no money, even less than you, and thus, are stuck trying to get other people to pay for our plane tickets somewhere (like parents).
I always hated feburary more - it makes me think suicidal thoughts, but janurary is probably normal too. "normal" - right.
I love you, Dunx loves you, and even though we don't see/talk much, you are in my heart, never forget it.