So I am really fuckin broke. but I love my tattoo! *sigh* and it seems I will be even more broke by my birthday (saturday). who wants to buy me celebratory stuff?
(like food or dancing or booze).
I am painting with chan for this really nice lady tomorrow and thursday, but apparently she's low on cash (ha!) so she can't pay us till the 1st. bummer. I get paid on the first anyway. but I'm gonna paint regardless because it's fun and at least I'll get 2 free lunches out of it.
oh well. the greyness is making me lethargic and even more unmotivated than usual. I think I'm gonna get stoned and go to the public library and curl up in a corner to read random books, ignore my SFState application, and draw my fellow nerds in their natural habitat.
one of my favourite pastimes, especially when it's grey and raining.
It's funny how I feel that I have sooo much Important Stuff to do, but really making lists just makes me feel busy, and the state of the world and of my spirit will not be changed one tiny bit whether or not I make those calls or buy those things from various stores or pick up my drycleaning.
sometimes it's a relief to have absolutely no money because a whole lot of decisions are automatically made for you.
not that I won't be happy to get paid again. whatever.
(like food or dancing or booze).
I am painting with chan for this really nice lady tomorrow and thursday, but apparently she's low on cash (ha!) so she can't pay us till the 1st. bummer. I get paid on the first anyway. but I'm gonna paint regardless because it's fun and at least I'll get 2 free lunches out of it.
oh well. the greyness is making me lethargic and even more unmotivated than usual. I think I'm gonna get stoned and go to the public library and curl up in a corner to read random books, ignore my SFState application, and draw my fellow nerds in their natural habitat.
one of my favourite pastimes, especially when it's grey and raining.
It's funny how I feel that I have sooo much Important Stuff to do, but really making lists just makes me feel busy, and the state of the world and of my spirit will not be changed one tiny bit whether or not I make those calls or buy those things from various stores or pick up my drycleaning.
sometimes it's a relief to have absolutely no money because a whole lot of decisions are automatically made for you.
not that I won't be happy to get paid again. whatever.
Anyway I just dropped by to see how you were doing, I hope your money troubles are over soon and you get a decent payday haha. Chin up babe it will all work out in the end.
Have a great weekend and I will talk to you soon.
BTW do you really live in Vatican City as it says in your profile and if so whats it like, I would love to go there one day.
Nuckinya