soph

so I'm back, it's been a while... I broke my ankle 2 weeks ago, (skateboarding, badly. in a hospital parking lot, for christ's sake! but I went to a different hospital.) and that has really been sucking a lot. I had to have surgery to fix it, and now I have to get my nipple srepierced because I couldn't get the thingies back in after surgery. But i suppose that's really the least of my worries. at least my parents are paying my hospital bills (good thing mom's a lawyer, right?). so I am getting rather sad and depressed all because of my ankle. I thought I had been doing pretty well on the happiness continuum, but now that I can't frolic and get drunk in the sun (at least not as much as I'd like), all kinds of other darknesses are seeping in. I feel I'm closing off like one of those emergency steel doors at ther bank, and there's nothing I can do to stop it. The lighter I try to feel, the heavier I become inside.
hmmm.