soph

i love: tahoe.
i miss: you.
i want: more than i can handle.

My dog was put to sleep yesterday. he was just too dangerous. patrick took him in while i was out. i haven't cried a lot yet but it hurts that he's not around the house, i just can't process why not yet...

the man next to me in the coffeeshop is making vroom-vroom noises and doing funny voices ("anger! desperation!" in a ragged nick nolte...
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it's weird how the craigs list missed connections section has become a whirlpool of anguished poetry to vicious lovers, confessions, should-be-private musings, epistolary condemnations that make no sense floating on the internet, etc.
example:


You Can Never Be Too Rich or Too Thin... - w4w

Reply to: xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Date: 2005-09-01, 6:27AM PDT


You opened it on this I am sure. You were so nice to...
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wow thanks for all the birthday comments yesterday, guys! that was very sweet.

oh, and: ow. my liver hurts.

edited to add this gem from VICE:

Want to get wasted? Me too, fuckface, but what I don't want to do is spend the next day like I'm in Jacob's Ladder (only with more diarrhea and barfs). Once I was so hungover on a plane I...
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tomorrow is my birthday!

in celebration i will clean my kitchen and care for my just-surgeried roommate.

oh, and then i will go to a fashion show (yay!), and then forthwith i shall proceed to thee parkside where people with funds will bankroll my heavy intoxication. all as it should be, of course.

let's see, what's in my brain today?
-russian. i'm learning russian! so far i'm pretty good at it. it amazed me to realize in class today that some people just suck at languages. i guess i don't. yesss.
-a dude i slept with months ago emailed me today. it was weird but cool. he just cleaned out his suitcase and found my card: haha.
-a...
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i love tahoe.
i climbed a mountain and swam in lakes so cold my ears ached and i almost threw up when i got out. i lay on a cool flat granite rock in a pine forest and blew smoke at the only cloud in sight. i ate steak and drank beer on a raft. i woke up happy.
i think i'm going back for...
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the roommate i hate is now NOT leaving. fuck that shit man. she has all these excuses but i know she just chickened out on going abroad. i hate her even more now, as do the other 2 'mates. maybe i can freeze her out. grrrr now my favourite gay seamster stevie can't come live with us.

edit to add that now she's coming to...
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I heart NY.
i miss it lots already... photos to upload tomorrow.
now i'm in DC.
mmmmhmmm. sleepy me: gnight.

edit: pics of stuff now in my vacation folder. not very descriptive of my vacation, but yet i think they manage to convey somewhat my pleasure at holidaying.

i'm still sleepy. i go home tomorrow.

I just:
-cooked dinner for my parents. i am such a good child.
-that took nearly 4 hours: (shrimp-okra beignets w/ cilantro lime sour cream & salsa, chilled avocado-tomatillo-poblano pepper soup, and grilled tomatos & asparagus)
-in which process i stabbed myself in the palm and didn't even wince, nor did i bleed in the food. i'm sooooo hardcore. ow.
-drank very old champagne. yummm....
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