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i think for the next week all i will do is watch movies, eat popcorn and have a few beers.

work blah. waiting for things to finish before i can go crash. the waiting is driving me up a wall. and i keep thinking about the 4 hour meeting that starts at 9am tomorrow morning. if i cant lay down soon i fear that i may be useless for the meeting.

but enough of that. moving this week. i have been living with roommates for...
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dangerous night. surrounded by people i thought i had walked away from. perhaps the past is never quite as far away as i planned.

so where does programming the universal remote fit in with the basic human survival needs? does it go food, water, fire, shelter, clothing and then the thx-certified professional hifi av receiver with dolby digital & ds decoding? why do i have this? is it necessary and needed? so often recently i have wanted to throw away all this superfluous crap. just keep the bed and...
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i heard a friend recently say that she'd rather be late than early. when pressed for a reason she replied that she would rather people wait for her than to wait for anyone else. after initially feeling repulsed by her sense of self-importance i started to wonder how many people feel the same way. is this common? am i naive in thinking that only a...
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tick tick tick. it seems that i am only in front of a monitor after 2am. sadly, though, i never have anything to say.

pay off this over here. and then pay off this over there. im never going to be free.

up and down and up and down. falling asleep while reading in bed and then wide awake when i turn out the light. several times through that routine and i find myself more awake and less sleepy. maybe i will do some chores. seems like a productive use of this insomnia.

like all old buildings, mine creaks and groans. every once in awhile it will wake me up. like tonight. some sound pulled me out of a deep sleep. i want to fall back asleep, however after a home invasion i cant help but think that something bad is happening.

time to see halou. when i was young i was excited to see bands that noone had heard of. now its just a drag.