sopadopa

yet another roommate is moving out. after a long bout of stability the place is turning into a revolving door. i moved in here originally to save some money and pay off some debt. well the debts have been paid off and now i am looking forward to leaving this shared living behind. unfortunately i still have 8 months to go on my lease. im...
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la la la. clockwatching.

sweet the person or persons that drive by my house and throw firecrackers out their car window just drove by. usually its late afternoon or early evening. this is the first time that i have been dragged out of bed in the wee hours to investigate the bang! boom! not pleased.

sometimes offering help places you in scary situations with scary people.

saw a great if short lovemakers show tonight. its been a long time since i've seen them. the crowd was odd. it felt like 70% of the people were there to wave the scene flag, 'notice that i am here' and the other 30 percent gave a shit.

actually its been a long time since i have seen any show. and yet this weekend i...
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i have to go to work in a few hours. i should go to sleep but i am too wound up. what to do...

bored. bored. bored. what do people do in sf these days? going to bars has become tedious. sitting at home in front of a movie has lost its appeal. dinner? ok. clubbing? no thanks. pool/darts/bowling? fine but noone does these things anymore. i can only prowl the used books stacks so many times. so what do people do here?

working hours and hours over normal the last few days. im bone tired and sore all over yet i cannot sleep. wound up, too many spinning thoughts. i need time off from everything.

i cant help but staring at people on the bus. i see the same people day after day; years now i see these same people and know every aspect of their face, their dress and their body language (at least what they display in public). without an exchanged word i feel that i know these people better than close friends. i know when they are...
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i did this. i did that. yawn, who cares.

whoa. crazy violent nightmares. im not usually woken by my nocturnal meanderings. tonight was different.

such a better environment. i am dancing about.