sonofapunk

This one goes out to a girl who I was with just over a year ago.



What have I done wrong that I should be sorry?
You broke my heart, you left in no hurry .
What I'm sorry for is all those wasted days,
And all those wasted ways that I loved you.

What didn't I do that made you want to leave me?
My life was so full now it seems so empty,
What I didn't do is love you every night,
Like I wanted to be alive if I couldn't love you...

Well I'll find another before this nights over...
She may not be you, I might not be sober .
But I'll make love with her until the morning light,
Thinking all the while how I could love you.

Now what have I done wrong that I should be sorry?
What have I done wrong that I should be sorry?
What have I done wrong?

Sorry I never told you to your face. I told everyone but you... After the fact. You had every right to know. I was just out of that super terrible close-to-a-decade-long relationship, and I was lying to myself about how much you meant to me. I really truly was in love with you. I never told you because I was manipulated into thinking that I shouldn't be feeling these things for you so soon. Not saying that this is a valid excuse... Just saying, I was younger, and emotionally inexperienced when it comes to ladies as lovely as you.

Well... Lovely as you used to be.

Live and learn.

"Better Late Than Never..."

So 387 days too late...

I love you.