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Spent the weekend in Carlsbad. . . . . so needed. I stayed in more of a gallery than a house. i remembered how visual art stimulates me. i really should invest in some. i started my period last night, looking down at my bloody thighs under the starlight - jusy me on the plastic lounge chair- seemed so pretty - so perfect. i guess i've needed a good bleed. My face is itching, i'm am plauged with heat rash throughout the summer months, but the air was so cold by the sea. i slept next to my aunt rosie. she's softic, and she never invades my space. i engaged in three seperate naps today . . . . .i don't know what i can find about myself in that. maybe i'm just not that thrilled in my current hours of wake - to say the least.8 & 1/2 hours at the best buy tomorrow. Fuck me in the ass with a chainsaw. On those gentle words i'm off to the calling shower and sheets. a thousand times goodnight.........