ok I'm back I've been sick for a week and haven't been able to get out of bed. I sang Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas in my church on Christmas - and made the song all tortured and sad - it was fullfilling. Nobody seemed to notice they have nothing but love for me there. Came home and listened to Dylan Thomas' a Child's...
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eatin' creme brulee in my undies and knee socks. hehehehe. Listening to the killers. lalalala. hope you guys leave me messages . AA in the morning - working from 4pm to 1-30am tomorrow. At least my work plays nightmare before christmas soundtrack sometimes. (Yea!) gonna go read peter pan now. if you believe in faries clap your hands ! too much caffine - - -I'm...
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elfboy:
You ARE on my friends list... You ARE!
I accepted immediately, my little pretty, but it took me a while to figure out I hadda push both buttons....
(That sounds rood....)
Oh well. Tough week.
It's not easy being Joseph, Adoptive on the Lamb Father of God!
LOL!
I accepted immediately, my little pretty, but it took me a while to figure out I hadda push both buttons....
(That sounds rood....)
Oh well. Tough week.
It's not easy being Joseph, Adoptive on the Lamb Father of God!
LOL!
kreatinkaos:
Happy Holidays
workin t'day then off to NA, get through this I pray, eaiser every day? more later from me in this whymiscal way. oh why the fuck am i ryhming today? -peace/namaste
song:
my spelling suck it ..... whatever it is? whatever. late(r).
kreatinkaos:
Are you bipolar or just prone to have panic attacks from withdrawal symptoms ? Earlier this year in August I went into renal failure then cardiac arrest followed by a stroke , I spent three weeks in a coma , when I finally woke up I didn't know where I was or what had happened to me , and to top things off I had to cope with the temporary loss of my eyesight . During this time I had several nasty panic attacks .
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off to AA - but first warm and very soapy bath, this is a mission for rubber duckie and my PRN. i hate fear factor. they kill bugs. it's solipcism.That would comes from sol - which is the sun and people thought that the sun revolved around the earth. Solipcism is thinking you are the center of the universe.....so there. i hate fear factor.
kreatinkaos:
I hate fear factor too , I don't know how those contestants can eat some of the sickest things out there , and only for a chance to eat more gross stuff and risk life and limb for a few dollars
Oh , what's your PRN ?
Oh , what's your PRN ?
hecubus1:
Moontide, AA can be a great place, but watch out for the 13th step--don't let anyone take advantage of you. Find a good sponsor and stick with them.
Today was the worst day yet. If I am unresponsive and listless pray forgive me, I will I promise be back to my old self - no, rather a new and better self. And then we can all run about and play, and curse like .....monkey's?
withdrawl is
. I need to be shinny again.
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kreatinkaos:
Wow , you seem to have tried most of the vices out there , and sadly at such a young age . I hope you have the inner strength to cope with the withdrawal symptoms , many try and fail , I have witnessed this in my own family . I have a cousin who became a heroin addict at the age of 15 , He is 33 now and has spent half of his life in jail , he has alienated his entire family and has a beautiful 17 year old daughter who has never known him . Many years ago as a Navy SEAL I spent time in the Golden Triangle , basically everyone who lives there works in the drug trade , many die in their early 20's , there are no programs or support groups........even young children are involved ...... it's such a sad place
elfboy:
Hi.
hahahahaha! no one reads this shit so that was my brillant realization of the day. blah blah blah blah. Yeah just for moi now.
Fuck the ignorant. I'm tired of some of the stupid-ass people in my life.
to the conversation I had yesterday. God I'll be fucking happy when I'm over it. soon soon i suppose. BUT, yea! to all the new excitment, and...
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Fuck the ignorant. I'm tired of some of the stupid-ass people in my life.
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niobe:
Thanks for joining my Ani group. Very glad to have you.
hecubus1:
I just read it, so there.
Thanks for the friendship. 
12 steps to the door . . . . more later
First day of rehab - bite my nails for me please.... kisses, please leave me funshine notes.
agrlinterrupted@aol.com
moontide
open and bleeding- flowing over me like some strange zen thing my dad would educate me on...eating meat is murder, but so is having bush run this country. I should prolly say something about meself. Are you looking for some useless stats?:
School: Boston Conservatory
Subject: Opera, Acting, Writing
Vices: I'm too nice.No really. awwwww fuck off then.
Dreams/Goals: writer,pirate,a SG, singer/actress, animal...
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moontide
open and bleeding- flowing over me like some strange zen thing my dad would educate me on...eating meat is murder, but so is having bush run this country. I should prolly say something about meself. Are you looking for some useless stats?:
School: Boston Conservatory
Subject: Opera, Acting, Writing
Vices: I'm too nice.No really. awwwww fuck off then.
Dreams/Goals: writer,pirate,a SG, singer/actress, animal...
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song:
listening to manson, up too early, tired and restless ,sober and utterly confused . . . back in LA . . . job and other hunting today.
kreatinkaos:
Welcome to SG , you might want to try using the " update " tab to update your journal entries instead of using the comments area .
So you're an opera student , the last opera I saw was AIDA in latin , and it rocked
So you're an opera student , the last opera I saw was AIDA in latin , and it rocked
I'm in the middle of moving too , and for the past two days , I went back to bed instead of packing .
The digital camcorder is nothing more than a movie camera that doesn't use film , It is a nifty little gift and I've been looking for victims to film .
It has been five months since I had my stroke and the doctors finally gave me the Ok to begin weight training again , which is a good thing cause I'm starting to feel all fat and stuff like that . In another month or so I will be able to return to work .
I hope your are feeling better and do better at packing than I have .
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