sonet

I think.. what I need is a moment away from this..
this goes without much deliberation..

I mean how stupid would it be of me.. to keep holding on to something thats not even there.. .but it is... but it isnt..
I need things concrete.. . either/or.. something concrete.

Im supposed to go to trauma weekend coming up ... But I think im gonna go to dayton for the "Black Tape for a Blue Girl" show.. its there only ohio appearance.. and one of my favorite bands..
I dont know If i'll go to bento either...

I think also that I need to call people that i've been putting off calling. And say something to those that i've been putting off saying something to.

I think I'll drive around and listen to ALL of my "mydyingbride" cd's .. perhaps something will occur to me.. maybe not..
Im supposed to go lay a track for someone this afternoon, but I dunno.. I may drive down to athens and see an old friend.. or swap them around and go on monday.

I need a cigarette and a flask of knob creek.
"we've lived with our suffering, but now...."
HIATUS.