Who will forgive me for the harm.. I've cause myself... OKAY... Now what
"No future no Warning" Im "strained" against myself..
I've heard a thousand times, "if you love em let em go" I never understood this- but now its becoming a reality.
Anxiety on high.. like im astral projecting (outer body experience), so far above that i've hit the ground to something, someplace else.
If I could turn back time -there wouldnt be time, a silly mechanism to measure one moment against the next. Speeding by beneath my eyes. Who else is still standing here, pretending?
So its 10 in the morning now.. and I havent slept.. been up all nite wallowing... my only strength lies in the next room..SOMEthings happen for a reason because if she werent here, I'd be dead about now. I wanna go get the stroller so I can hang out with raelin.. who seems to be the only person that wants to be around me.. who says she misses me in her baby way... and wants to be around me.
It was hard last nite.. I played with her and cried the hardest i cried in along time all in the same moment.
But I wont let today be a bad one.
"No future no Warning" Im "strained" against myself..
I've heard a thousand times, "if you love em let em go" I never understood this- but now its becoming a reality.
Anxiety on high.. like im astral projecting (outer body experience), so far above that i've hit the ground to something, someplace else.
If I could turn back time -there wouldnt be time, a silly mechanism to measure one moment against the next. Speeding by beneath my eyes. Who else is still standing here, pretending?
So its 10 in the morning now.. and I havent slept.. been up all nite wallowing... my only strength lies in the next room..SOMEthings happen for a reason because if she werent here, I'd be dead about now. I wanna go get the stroller so I can hang out with raelin.. who seems to be the only person that wants to be around me.. who says she misses me in her baby way... and wants to be around me.
It was hard last nite.. I played with her and cried the hardest i cried in along time all in the same moment.
But I wont let today be a bad one.
I am standing a little to your left, back a bit, yeah - back there by the merch booth. There I am!