somuchrain

My body is all a bit out of whack this week. I have a cold, maybe the bronchitus that's been going around, and I haven't caught up on sleep since last weekend so I'm really fucking exhausted. Times when I don't sleep for more than 20 hours or so really fuck me up for the week following because I never really catch up in one go, I sort of sleep for an hour here and there when I have to, and my usual sleep pattern stays the same because, as far as I can tell, nothing can change it. Bad fucking timing to get a cold. I only slept about 12 hours all totalled from Friday until Monday and then fall straight into a horrible cold. I've also no money this week since the seminar was $60 last week so I'm eating absolute crap far too infrequently. And, on top of it, I'm rather stressed about the fundraiser I'm organizing and the talk I'm giving at it and I'm too tired to really get any good work done. I'm really irritable and irritating and it all just sort of sucks. I could also use a good shave. Todd, my thesis advisor, really liked the first chapter I sent him, but also doesn't buy one of the big steps in my argument so I've a lot more work to do on that. Also I can't very well continue working on the second chapter because it's still trapped on the computer that wont turn on (along with all my notes, bibliographies, and citations). So that's sort of irritating. I also haven't heard back from the RAT organizers about whether or not my proposal was accepted so I'm not sure if I should be putting more energy into writing that or into my thesis. Generally an irritating time, really, I sort of want to go to my dad's house and just watch shitty cable TV for a week or so, but I don't even have enough money to get to the city to look for roommates and appartments. Bollocks and crap and whatnot. On the other hand, I just found a copy of Deleuze's book on Kant's three critiques for $1 and can't wait to have an afternoon alone with that.

So yeah. I've ranted and had my internet-catharsis and now I'll go work on my talk.