sometimesaway

new tat

its hot in my apartment

had some amazing sex the other night. she's still walkin funny and i cant touch my cock it's still aching.

whew

i needed that.


adam

its hot and i just want to sleep.

moved in to a new apartment and a friend almost breaks her hand while helping.

moved in to a new site at work.


feels like the world is an endless series of nostalgic steps up and down streaking stark strands of stairs. i want a dip i a pool, a fast satisfying lay, and bedtime.

but i...
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sleep tight go to bed

it'll all be ok in the moooooorning


playing a game with myself. the game is, 'how much can you hold the past in your hands, with enough room to grab the future?"

it's a fun game

TRY IT

me


run away..
the game sucks

im so fucking late for my weekend gig. why do i bothering going in anymore?

fuck


it's paying for booze and cigarettes, i suppose. while i weekly thing pays for my emotional satisfaction, rent, and food.


blah

got to go now

bAH

long day of work

had my car serviced. feels good. summer heat is fucking vicious.


time to go dancing


adam

at work




at work.




just me updating about me





Yesterday at work a swarm of kids came out for a celebratory BBQ, honoring the winning of a substantial grant by the local Garden-Club. Garden-Club is a non-profit entity that works with low-income housing areas to build community gardens....where residents can grow their own food or food to sell at farmer's markets. It's great that they...
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dubtribe show tonight in portland...and i'm excited. nervous to see them again for a variety of silly irrational reasons.

running out of money, and wondering why i keep spending.


k

adam

so what happens was.

D and I drove out to the beach. Sat in a car listening to george carlin cd that was very funny but starkly anti-religion. I laughed out loud and innerly smirked at the relentless abuse of religious idiocy. I was so special and so much smarter than the spirtual hounds unable to cope with the dark realities in the world. I...
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sex


first was christine, drama and glory. made love often, ended up fuckin. ended up screamin, ended up cryin, ended up ending up.

next was amber, a few times seperated by years. a porn-style body, a signifigant mind. would say i was sorry to her now, but she liked the score. wanted what she got, got what she wanted. what they mean in the rock...
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