money sucks
money troubles again, only from extremely poor planning. ill be fine, my rent is about to be halfed for a little while.
also, i cut off aol...they'll stop my account when my free service runs out in the middle of the month.
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at some point you must realize that you will not be growing any taller. you will not become tighter or...
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money troubles again, only from extremely poor planning. ill be fine, my rent is about to be halfed for a little while.
also, i cut off aol...they'll stop my account when my free service runs out in the middle of the month.
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at some point you must realize that you will not be growing any taller. you will not become tighter or...
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ive decided to cancel my SG account.. it's due to end on the 19th. Money is tight, and this 56k modem is mind-numbingly slow.
i'm going to cancel my aol, cancel SG, and cancel anything else i can think of. strip it down
strip down the life and let it be naked for awhile
me
i'm going to cancel my aol, cancel SG, and cancel anything else i can think of. strip it down
strip down the life and let it be naked for awhile
me
just refelcting on the weekend.
thinking of the chains we bind ourselves in, acting so surprised all the time that we cannot move where we would like.
thinking of the chains we bind ourselves in, acting so surprised all the time that we cannot move where we would like.
i-pod shuffles are wonderful, because i can create a soundtrack and just bounce about...relatively thoughtless and doubtless. something great about bouncing up and down on my heels at WinCo buying supplys for my community room.
something fun about it.
i shop for an hour, much longer than it would take. i see an overweight middle-aged woman on the way in who kidly moves her cart...
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something fun about it.
i shop for an hour, much longer than it would take. i see an overweight middle-aged woman on the way in who kidly moves her cart...
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i want to write a short story about a boy with one love visiting, one love found.
like when all the cake you want is nothing like the pie you have.
like climbing everest to look longingly over to olympus.
like everything else about me
went to a bingo burlesque show tonight, and it's all that it sounds like it's cracked up to be
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like when all the cake you want is nothing like the pie you have.
like climbing everest to look longingly over to olympus.
like everything else about me
went to a bingo burlesque show tonight, and it's all that it sounds like it's cracked up to be
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witness01:
Hiya mate...I haven't been to one of those shows yet...would love to though...
You've got an excellent way with words!
Know what you mean about the no booze...it works wonders!
You've got an excellent way with words!
Know what you mean about the no booze...it works wonders!
geek post
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the old man points to a place and says,
'its a bad place, but you have to go'
and the young man says,
'whats there?'
and the old man says,
'only what you bring with you'
and the young man, like all men, brings pain and fear and fire.
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yoda be wise,
except when yoda be nonsensical
"always emotion is the...
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the old man points to a place and says,
'its a bad place, but you have to go'
and the young man says,
'whats there?'
and the old man says,
'only what you bring with you'
and the young man, like all men, brings pain and fear and fire.
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yoda be wise,
except when yoda be nonsensical
"always emotion is the...
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witness01:
sometimes.....most times.....getting better feels wrong....we've learnt how to be, how to act, what to say....the excuses.....other behaviour, even the best behaviour for our situation feels bad.....on the one hand we feel like we're acting.....on the other.....fuck...what a giant leap.....
people adore people who are honest about themselves...........even the fucking shitty bits.
people adore people who are honest about themselves...........even the fucking shitty bits.
The cycle of past-mistakes reborn and re-lived gets nauseatingly familiar to me at times. Im taking a few days off from them, and just seeing how things go. I want to develop positive routines, and baring that, neutral ones. Like washing the dishes. I make coffee I dont need and food I dont want so that I may fill my sink with hot lava water...
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witness01:
That is an *amazing* first post mate!
You're not alone.
Tell me something in my journal that you might not normally.....
Thanks for getting in touch,
David.
You're not alone.
Tell me something in my journal that you might not normally.....
Thanks for getting in touch,
David.
witness01:
I forgot myself....yup..."to skank" means to skip it....not quite like a rain cheque....more of a "doesn't show up, people really wanted him to". I'm feeling like the people I'm skanking recently are people I like.....but not really situations I want to be in....it can be hard.
decorating my new apartment and it feels a little bit like home now. space out things and place it all in its place.
tired and dreamy but drinking coffee for some reason.
i need a solid week off the booze. fun nights but bad mornings, and i'm supposed to be doing this job with a clear mind.
tired and dreamy but drinking coffee for some reason.
i need a solid week off the booze. fun nights but bad mornings, and i'm supposed to be doing this job with a clear mind.
love it....