sometimesaway

i want to write a short story about a boy with one love visiting, one love found.
like when all the cake you want is nothing like the pie you have.
like climbing everest to look longingly over to olympus.
like everything else about me
went to a bingo burlesque show tonight, and it's all that it sounds like it's cracked up to be
and i talked with nikkie,
a new crush and new friend

went to the stars with moonrocks in my eyes
found a sip of this stuff and left a tip

three days of no booze and limited cigarettes can clear the mind

but i'd like a drink now
if i only had a god to give me permission

need to learn to be cheap

want to learn to save my soul
take control

just want my decisions to be mine. no mistakes but what we make, no future but what we find.