I've been seeing a wonderful woman for a bit now. It's been a difficult experience in a number of ways, not the least of which is her remaining attachment to her ex-boyfriend. She left him because he didn't want the things in life that she wanted, but not because she'd stopped loving him.
She's coming to love me, as I am growing to love her, but my male ego has a lot to say about her left-over attraction to the guy. I want to posses and control, when I have a sneaking suspicion that I should just let go and relax into it. I care for her, and I happen to want the things she wants (children and a home). Time will tell if it'll work out.
I have a mad desire to rush off to Las Vegas with her and get married here...
at the star trek experience wedding chapel
There cheapest package is just $500....
What then? To live in fear and resentment? To regret things that I haven't even done yet? Or to move forward boldy and freely, and adapt as all people are made to adapt?
Love love love. I'm just enchanted by the idea that I can still love.
We'll see how it works out
She's coming to love me, as I am growing to love her, but my male ego has a lot to say about her left-over attraction to the guy. I want to posses and control, when I have a sneaking suspicion that I should just let go and relax into it. I care for her, and I happen to want the things she wants (children and a home). Time will tell if it'll work out.
I have a mad desire to rush off to Las Vegas with her and get married here...
at the star trek experience wedding chapel
There cheapest package is just $500....
What then? To live in fear and resentment? To regret things that I haven't even done yet? Or to move forward boldy and freely, and adapt as all people are made to adapt?
Love love love. I'm just enchanted by the idea that I can still love.
We'll see how it works out