sometimesaway

I feel like such a winner today, like I could topple the world. Like I could challenge anything, anytime. It's the air today. The air is soft and sweet, it's not warm but not cold. The day is passing and I just feel great.

I feel like I'm sexy, strong, and capable. I feel smart and wickedly erotic.

Last night a lesbian friend of mine confesed that her new girlfriend...who is extremely sexy, had a bit of a crush on me. They want me to watch them have sex, maybe join in if I feel comfortbale.

You can't walk away from that not feeling extrodinary....uplifted...and valued.

We're such good friends, it was so easy to have the conversation.

We'd had a previous experience like that after a drunken night at a bar once. Her and a female friend and I, and some other people actually. Just a sorta general make-out and laugh about it evening. Some things got heavy with her and the other lady, but the rest just watched a bit.

I feel nervous and about it a bit. I don't know what my role will be. It won't be like the porno-version of a guy with two ladies. That's a male fantasy, and the ladies will be runnign the show. It'll be soft and sweet, like the wheather today.

Oh god I'm so excited. We're gonna go have a drink in the next few days and talk it over more.

Heh

Lesbians are so amazing. Everything is talked over, everthing on the table. Nothing is left to be ackward or weird.

I hope I don't do something stupid before then to turn them off the idea.


*Breaths deep*

I'm so excited. Did i say that I felt good today?