sometimesaway

im winding down with things now
cant stop my head
i wanna scream into a mirophone
tell breakbeats what makes us dead

glorious sidebars and tinckling rushednotes...pour that sugar over me. i dont wanna listen to anything unless it hurts my ears.




i signed up for counseling today. next thurday will be my first sit down with therapist since i was a troubled teenager.



i just need somebody i can be 100 percent honest with. no fears, no responsibilities...just an objective person to tell me non-static opinions and open unloaded questions.



there for awhile it was like everybody wanted something from me

no, ive managed to get it so nobody needs me much at all


and im no happier either way.