sometimesaway

Back from a trip home to Ohio...which was strange.

I finally had the conversation with my mother that I've long wanted to have. Something very close to the truth came out.


Adam

8pm

The children are embarrassed about what they don't know, hiding ignorance in carefully constructed verbage. A movie has a reference to a trick of grammar a five year old ought to know, and my middle school friends laugh along to the implied track...never understanding the pun or gesture.

Imploring to the dispassive in all of us, the days pass and pass without great establishing...
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i keep calling off work. days get darker. nights more soaked and avoidance. women too close pushed away. these are strange strange days.

i dont know where i'm heading now. i can't seem to feel my feet enough to know if i'm walking. just strange days. strange soft days.

these days no imprints get made. my fingers can't push through this thing around me. this...
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strange days.

Accomplishments for today:

I resisted a major hangover and went to play basketball in the park this morning. The cold air making the top of my head smoke like a cigarettes as I sweated out the alcohol and breathed in pain. I must quite smoking.

I watched the last two episodes of Sex and the City. While I understand the power of the series, and...
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emotional bombs blasting all around me. boom boom boom. everybodys gotta take a piece of the pie. oh my my. i'm doin just fine bye the bye.



went to OMSI today and it was fun

not much else to report.

it's late on a sunday and the long break from work this thanksgiving season has put me in the mood to get things done. ready for tommorrow, and hoping i achieve in it what i need to. the chaos of things can seem overwhelming, and bringing order to it in anyway makes so much better...so i cleaned my room and did my laundry.

friends and...
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erasing angry post as of now

*blink blink*

where am i?

is this it?

is this life yet?