I am tired.....I am going to bed in a few minutes here I hope. I am going to get up early too. I was talking to this girl on the net and I guess I am going to go see her....I hope she is ok looking and fun and all because I don't want to waste my time...
Next two days off so I am...
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tegan:
im not from tegan and sara no
I am listening to Winamp! I like that program a lot! I put way too many bands on my favorites list.....I have about 3500 songs on my computer...so that's a lot of it.
I wish I could be back in Nashville! Summer and fall 2002 I saw a bunch of good shows and if I had more time off work I would have probably gone...
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I wish I could be back in Nashville! Summer and fall 2002 I saw a bunch of good shows and if I had more time off work I would have probably gone...
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somethin1919:
Didn't do anything for the forth of July. I really don't like celebrating holidays birthdays, etc....seems kind of funny to me to act all weird just because the calender tells you too!
I worked....I did toys last night and put out a shitload of stuff....that's about all.
I worked....I did toys last night and put out a shitload of stuff....that's about all.
devastator:
ew. work.
our dog is dead.
altus sucks.
our dog is dead.
altus sucks.
devastator, I read your comment you wrote on here and that was quite possibly the most discouraging thing I have ever read...I am 25 years old and have NEVER had a serious girlfriend AT ALL. I think almost anyone would consider that to be pretty irregular. Mostly for lack of effort I always thought. I was always too shy when I was younger and still...
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devastator:
damn. don't be so down. it's not so bad being alone. relationships are a bitch, anyways, you know? life is just a pile of shit, i know, but it's always worthwhile to stick around, in some way. you never know what tomorrow may bring, no matter how dreary the past has been. trust me on that.
honorofgalahad:
lol!
You win. what you wrote was a more serious rant than what I wrote. Further, your statements are all valid in the most clinical way.
Then again, I am a paranoid. I've watched the steadily deepening trend in the United States about voter turn out. The number of votes in any given election becomes a reflection of fewer and fewer people's opinion. While, i don't expect it to get to the point of "Futurama" (in which almost 3% turn out to the voting polls was an extraordinary draw), it does beg some interesting questions.
Lets say trends were to continue, and in 20 years (based on current trends, we might expect to see only 35-40% of the voter population actually vote) we have a not bad candidate and a fascist. The economy is bad so the fascist is elected by 20% of the population, which is basically an ignorant, scared, reactionatory group.
Further, the apathy involved is amazingly pervasive. People become steadily more and more divorced from the whole government and the administration of the country. The quality of candidate can freely become worse and worse, because people are basically saying they don't care and it doesn't matter. Instead of a candidate who has a record of cocaine arrests which was expunged, who's to say that we won't have a crack head (albeit a rich one) in office in a decade?
Good people dont' step forward because they've spent their life blaming others for what's gone on, and not taking any responsibility for themselves.
This is the United States. In theory, people other than those related to a "Hussein" or "Bin Laden" family can be the leader of the nation (unlike, for example, half the middle east). However, this'll continue to go from a theory to a total falsehood if people just say "what's the point?" "what can I do?" "who cares what i try and do, nothing i can do has any affect?"
It isn't so much that your vote can't affect anything as the attitude your action portray's. (this isn't an attack, this is reflective of the hypothetical 'you,' meaning any adult). If you meet someone on election day and he asks, "so, did you vote today?" and you say, "No, why bother?" What will he think? Why should he bother?
Ok, so your vote just counted for 2.
Then he talks to someone. Now it's counted for 3. the general sense of hopelessness can spread as easy as a shrug. A well timed (or in this case, poorly timed) shrug can have a devistating affect. People don't LIKE taking responsibility for things like elections. It requires thinking and debating and often, picking the lesser of two evils. But chosing not to choose, to not express your voice and opinion, is also making a choice, and you'll have to live with the consequences with that also.
Making the choice between being shot in the foot and shot in the head is a sucky situation. But, if you're in that kinda situation and you delay too much, they'll probably just shoot you dead and be done with it. The situation with apathy towards government is you aren't just getting yourself hurt. Your hurting yourself, your future children, neices, nephews, that little kid you saw down the street.
About relationships, they suck. like life. All you can do, if you want to be in a relationship, is to be what women want as much as possible, put yourself as far out on the ledge as you can, and hope you get lucky.
And when you fall off the cliff, pick yourself up. You'd be surprised how much women respect THAT.
[Edited on Jul 04, 2004 7:07PM]
You win. what you wrote was a more serious rant than what I wrote. Further, your statements are all valid in the most clinical way.
Then again, I am a paranoid. I've watched the steadily deepening trend in the United States about voter turn out. The number of votes in any given election becomes a reflection of fewer and fewer people's opinion. While, i don't expect it to get to the point of "Futurama" (in which almost 3% turn out to the voting polls was an extraordinary draw), it does beg some interesting questions.
Lets say trends were to continue, and in 20 years (based on current trends, we might expect to see only 35-40% of the voter population actually vote) we have a not bad candidate and a fascist. The economy is bad so the fascist is elected by 20% of the population, which is basically an ignorant, scared, reactionatory group.
Further, the apathy involved is amazingly pervasive. People become steadily more and more divorced from the whole government and the administration of the country. The quality of candidate can freely become worse and worse, because people are basically saying they don't care and it doesn't matter. Instead of a candidate who has a record of cocaine arrests which was expunged, who's to say that we won't have a crack head (albeit a rich one) in office in a decade?
Good people dont' step forward because they've spent their life blaming others for what's gone on, and not taking any responsibility for themselves.
This is the United States. In theory, people other than those related to a "Hussein" or "Bin Laden" family can be the leader of the nation (unlike, for example, half the middle east). However, this'll continue to go from a theory to a total falsehood if people just say "what's the point?" "what can I do?" "who cares what i try and do, nothing i can do has any affect?"
It isn't so much that your vote can't affect anything as the attitude your action portray's. (this isn't an attack, this is reflective of the hypothetical 'you,' meaning any adult). If you meet someone on election day and he asks, "so, did you vote today?" and you say, "No, why bother?" What will he think? Why should he bother?
Ok, so your vote just counted for 2.
Then he talks to someone. Now it's counted for 3. the general sense of hopelessness can spread as easy as a shrug. A well timed (or in this case, poorly timed) shrug can have a devistating affect. People don't LIKE taking responsibility for things like elections. It requires thinking and debating and often, picking the lesser of two evils. But chosing not to choose, to not express your voice and opinion, is also making a choice, and you'll have to live with the consequences with that also.
Making the choice between being shot in the foot and shot in the head is a sucky situation. But, if you're in that kinda situation and you delay too much, they'll probably just shoot you dead and be done with it. The situation with apathy towards government is you aren't just getting yourself hurt. Your hurting yourself, your future children, neices, nephews, that little kid you saw down the street.
About relationships, they suck. like life. All you can do, if you want to be in a relationship, is to be what women want as much as possible, put yourself as far out on the ledge as you can, and hope you get lucky.
And when you fall off the cliff, pick yourself up. You'd be surprised how much women respect THAT.
[Edited on Jul 04, 2004 7:07PM]
Friday....Got an xbox today....Bought it used with three games and three controllers for $100 so that's not too bad. Needed a DVD player in the Living room anyway....I can't type for shit today...
Was just looking at my favorite SG's...chosen solely on basis of looks I guess....as I really have very little idea about personality except for the videos I watched....Maybe I will start reading...
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Was just looking at my favorite SG's...chosen solely on basis of looks I guess....as I really have very little idea about personality except for the videos I watched....Maybe I will start reading...
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devastator:
all the cool girls are taken! it's true! i sat and thought about it, and i realized i do not know a single cool girl.
oh well. good luck anyways. quit the internet dating! it's so lame. good relationships just...fall into themselves. they are not attempted or worked at. they just happen.
oh well. good luck anyways. quit the internet dating! it's so lame. good relationships just...fall into themselves. they are not attempted or worked at. they just happen.
I really hate holidays! It seems like there is too much buildup for nothing...It really pisses me off when they have stupid holidays like columbus day and flag day and everything is closed....
Have to go to work soon. Hope it's better than usual for Thursday....Everyone seems to want to give me an extralarge amount of shit when I come back like they are making...
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Have to go to work soon. Hope it's better than usual for Thursday....Everyone seems to want to give me an extralarge amount of shit when I come back like they are making...
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devastator:
you get shit? i thought all you stockers kept to yourselves. i would always rather have been a stocker. work with the males [whom i get along better with], and also you guys seemed so silent, and i like just keeping to myself while working.
it wasn't really phone sex! i'm amazed at all the comments i got talking about phone sex. it was more like me masturbating. which i do. a lot.
it wasn't really phone sex! i'm amazed at all the comments i got talking about phone sex. it was more like me masturbating. which i do. a lot.
devastator:
and i didn't mean "bleh" at your picture. i meant "bleh" at my stupid memory loss. heheh.
have fun at work, dude. i know how much it sucks there.

have fun at work, dude. i know how much it sucks there.
I finally decided to put a profile on this thing. I don't know what to expect to happen out of this but probably nothing....Not like there's too many members around here.

devastator:
AHAHA. there you are. i can't believe i couldn't remember what you looked like. bleh.
and i also can't believe you're on suicide girls. completely unexpected. and there are more people who like suicide girls than you think
and i also can't believe you're on suicide girls. completely unexpected. and there are more people who like suicide girls than you think

somethin1919:
Bleh? Is my picture that bad?
