somethin1919

I am off today but I basically didn't do shit except sleep......I went to bed around 930 and got up at 1, watched nypd blue, then went to bed at three and wached simpsons at 630....then slept until 915.....It's kind of funny but kind of sad....I don't really like work but I don't really like my off days that much either.....I know what I want, or really I know a range of things I would like.....but really I don't do much of anything to accomplish any of them. I know what I think I want most , but I can't really bring myself to do anything about it. I wish I could read minds sometime and know what people thought about me so I could figure out what I want to do and such.......I think maybe mid to late september I will try to do something to get things going, but I probably won't.

The really funny thing is that I am not really having a generally good time, but I am doing so much better than I used to in the past......