INCOMING RANT:
Well decided to just sit down and type a little since I think venting would help...
I'm starting to think that life not only has a nie twisted sence of humor but is down right cruel... Lately Life has thrown a lot of shit at me, and my friends for what seems like completley no reason.
I'm sick of it, I'm tired of feeling depressed and down, seems like the last 5 years of my life have been nothing but a pain...
But you know I can handle the crap thrown at me, I know I can get though it all... What bugs me more is the crap that's thrown at my friends. Good people who don't want any thing out of life except to be happy, and I see them suffering a lot. It irritates me that there's nothing I can really do aside from just being their friend, talking to them and lending an ear to listen when things go bad... but it's just unfair.
It's like life dangles a carrot in front of us all, we all see what it is we want so close, reach out for it, and it's tugged away at the last minuet.
I don't know it's frustrating. I'm starting to think I shouldn't bother, why should I work my self to near death to try and reach some thing I know I'll never attain? Seems to me things would be a lot simpler and happier if we could just quit pushing to strive as far as we do some times.
Ok enough rambling from me.
Well decided to just sit down and type a little since I think venting would help...
I'm starting to think that life not only has a nie twisted sence of humor but is down right cruel... Lately Life has thrown a lot of shit at me, and my friends for what seems like completley no reason.
I'm sick of it, I'm tired of feeling depressed and down, seems like the last 5 years of my life have been nothing but a pain...
But you know I can handle the crap thrown at me, I know I can get though it all... What bugs me more is the crap that's thrown at my friends. Good people who don't want any thing out of life except to be happy, and I see them suffering a lot. It irritates me that there's nothing I can really do aside from just being their friend, talking to them and lending an ear to listen when things go bad... but it's just unfair.
It's like life dangles a carrot in front of us all, we all see what it is we want so close, reach out for it, and it's tugged away at the last minuet.
I don't know it's frustrating. I'm starting to think I shouldn't bother, why should I work my self to near death to try and reach some thing I know I'll never attain? Seems to me things would be a lot simpler and happier if we could just quit pushing to strive as far as we do some times.
Ok enough rambling from me.