Wednesday Apr 21, 2004

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yogurt is a delicious and living snack

graduate .... i want

haven't talked with brit in a while ...

listening to Elliot Smith

such fucking beautiful days ...
saritalr:
I hope youre doing well sweetie. Enjoying the weather. I'm in modern europe class right now. Whats it like to be graduation soon?

Saturday Apr 17, 2004

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holy crap ... so many parties tonight.

I've decided to take tonight to myself, instead.

I got a shitload done way before I thought I would, so I'm quite happy with myself at the moment.

The day was so incredible gorgeous, it makes me happy to see people outside enjoying themselves. Next year, LA will be like this a hellvalot more. It still seems so...
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saritalr:
it was gorgeous. thank you so much! i hope you had fun last night, it seemed like everyone was having a crazy time. have a great sunday, enjoy the weather!
asha:
hey, thanks for the nice comment. that's the only image I have at the moment, but I still have the original about somewhere so I'll dig it out for you and scan it biggrin

Thursday Apr 15, 2004

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so hurj is all out around campus
the news-letter is full of santimonious asshats
my roommate doesn't seem to realize that when I asked him to start getting his own groceries, that implied "without me." Is he a moron? Apparently every biology grad school in the country doesn't think so. This makes me think biology grad schools are also filled with morons.

this week is...
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saritalr:
what is hurj? *grins*

Tuesday Apr 13, 2004

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Q: Will it ever end?
A: GET BACK TO WORK!!!!!

blackeyed blackeyed blackeyed blackeyed blackeyed blackeyed


a fatal flaw of love lays next to you at night

Sunday Apr 11, 2004

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Should I find it odd that my dad and my grandpa are going to have colonoscopies tomorrow ... with the same doctor?

the phrase "colonoscopy party" just doesn't roll of the tongue

Maybe its a support thing?
troglodyte:
Why don't you join 'em and make it a complete family affair?
saritalr:
i'm not entirely sure what a colonscopy is... but you dont need to tell me, i can imagine! i hope it went well for them today! or wait... yesterday wink

Saturday Apr 10, 2004

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Just got back from a Christmas party at a friends apt. It was a lot of fun ... though i think the fun had little to do with the fact that it was a christmas party.

off to study for an exam next week. I haven't gone to class in a month for this class ... damn i'm a senior.

Friday Apr 09, 2004

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Its a beautiful day today. I'm so glad I had the time to lay down outside and enjoy it for awhile.

No soccer tonight. suck

I've got a busy weekend, as usual, but I'm watching the whole matrix trilogy tomorrow. I'm SOOO excited. Somehow I got through life without being able to see revolutions in the theaters.

I really like it that people were discussing...
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saritalr:
oh were you outside on the beach! it was a nice day! i'm here in pittsburgh, but it was nice here too! have fun with the matrix!

Wednesday Apr 07, 2004

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Sunday Apr 04, 2004

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The Shins are great.

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I wanted to get rid of the last post.

The management sincerely apologizes, and those responsible have been sacked.

The Management
saritalr:
dont apoligize for being honest you silly dork!

Saturday Apr 03, 2004

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I currently feel like there is a life that normal people have. A singular ideal. These people have enough of the good kind of lukcy/genetics , and have the prudence and self-awareness to behave in a way that doesn't put people off or make them think about it. These people are nice or cool or just unmentionable in a way that doesn't have to be...
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saritalr:
You feel seperated. I used to have a wicked eating disorder. Absolutly terrible, and i looked at the world in much the same way you do. Untill i achieved that ideal of 'normality' only to realize that no one is normal. You can always have more friends, you can always be more alone, you can always have more money, you can always be worse off. Regardless, thats not going to make you happy. If you arent satisfied with what you have, if you cant be grateful for where you are in life, you are never going to be happy with any more or any less. Because as cliche as it sounds, happieness comes from within.

I never believed anyone when they told me that. And it took me experiencing it to finally understand. Maybe instead of trying to 'improve' yourself, you should look for people who make you feel comfortable as you are, and who can apreciate you for you. I know its hard to do with crippling insecurity, but youve got to start sometime right?

Let me know how youre doing.
namaste
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