oh wow ...
does my mega sore throat hurt ...
screaming over the noise at last night party was a bad idea.
working the open house today and answering questions/leading people around for 6 hours made my voice completely disappear, and my simple sore throat progress into nearly the inability to breath through my mouth.
Much too painful for a fucking sore throat.
This is...
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does my mega sore throat hurt ...
screaming over the noise at last night party was a bad idea.
working the open house today and answering questions/leading people around for 6 hours made my voice completely disappear, and my simple sore throat progress into nearly the inability to breath through my mouth.
Much too painful for a fucking sore throat.
This is...
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another good day... AND i was happy
prolonged lunch with a crush = romantic
anti-anxiety drug = calmingly great
dinner with friends = good
comfy couch and reading = good
coffee #1 = good
coffee #2 = twichingly better
TWO INTERVIEWS = fucking awesome
chatting with brittany = realistically relieving
my drug regime is pretty fucked up
morning = cup of coffee to wake up...
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prolonged lunch with a crush = romantic
anti-anxiety drug = calmingly great
dinner with friends = good
comfy couch and reading = good
coffee #1 = good
coffee #2 = twichingly better
TWO INTERVIEWS = fucking awesome
chatting with brittany = realistically relieving
my drug regime is pretty fucked up
morning = cup of coffee to wake up...
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troglodyte:
this journal entry = efficient 
coffee = lifeblood
coffee = lifeblood
minerva1:
DUDE share the drugs. i need fucking happy pills, and i have none of that crap called health insurance.
nah its ok, i wont take your happy pills.
coffee =nectar of the gods
nah its ok, i wont take your happy pills.
coffee =nectar of the gods
good times last night ...
We talked about so many things last night it is hard to keep them straight, but it always cool getting interesting insights from your friends. I still feel like I am rather helpless in the grand scheme of life experiences though.
Lately I've been thinking about religion again. I realized that I don't really remember how it felt, at least...
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We talked about so many things last night it is hard to keep them straight, but it always cool getting interesting insights from your friends. I still feel like I am rather helpless in the grand scheme of life experiences though.
Lately I've been thinking about religion again. I realized that I don't really remember how it felt, at least...
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Its been good couple of days,
I was going to write it all out, but I realized that I'm too tired to be humorous or clever.
Off to sleep for a day full of classes.
-j
I was going to write it all out, but I realized that I'm too tired to be humorous or clever.
Off to sleep for a day full of classes.
-j
drunker than I should, but less drunk than $65 should make me.
I am smoking my first cuban cigar in a minute.
alcohol really does make you forget your sadness and problems... even those as vague, insignificant, and unfounded as mine are ...
some orf them aren't though.
i feel bad for everyone who has broken up recently ... but feel equally jealous of everyone...
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I am smoking my first cuban cigar in a minute.
alcohol really does make you forget your sadness and problems... even those as vague, insignificant, and unfounded as mine are ...
some orf them aren't though.
i feel bad for everyone who has broken up recently ... but feel equally jealous of everyone...
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"i am not young enough to know everything." - oscar wilde
"love is the difficult realization that something other than oneself is real." - iris murdoch
i am anxious again ... I can't walk outside without feeling overcome ...
damn me and my fucked up neurobiology/psychology paradox! I want to break stuff.
too bad a don't believe in a soul ... then i could at...
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"love is the difficult realization that something other than oneself is real." - iris murdoch
i am anxious again ... I can't walk outside without feeling overcome ...
damn me and my fucked up neurobiology/psychology paradox! I want to break stuff.
too bad a don't believe in a soul ... then i could at...
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Dude ... i'm like totally writing a journal entry.
I find it strange that medical schools find it appropriate to ask for a two page autobiography. Perhaps this seems a bit self-absorbed.... *who do you think you are, mr smartie pants, to think that YOUR glorious life is too magnificent to be condensed to two pages* ...
I would first ask everyone try to meaningfully...
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I find it strange that medical schools find it appropriate to ask for a two page autobiography. Perhaps this seems a bit self-absorbed.... *who do you think you are, mr smartie pants, to think that YOUR glorious life is too magnificent to be condensed to two pages* ...
I would first ask everyone try to meaningfully...
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troglodyte:
Two pages? I can meaningfully describe my life in two words: terrifyingly bland.
And leave my mom out of this.
[Edited on Sep 20, 2003]
And leave my mom out of this.
[Edited on Sep 20, 2003]
America Splendor is a fantastic movie is anyone is interested.
I've come to realize that I really want someone to be physically close with. I find myself wanting to kiss people, and I'm not really very attracted to them. This is obscenely ridiculous and doesn't make me happy. I'm not really looking for a fling ... just an intimate friendship ... sex can be part...
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I've come to realize that I really want someone to be physically close with. I find myself wanting to kiss people, and I'm not really very attracted to them. This is obscenely ridiculous and doesn't make me happy. I'm not really looking for a fling ... just an intimate friendship ... sex can be part...
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I'm becoming EXTREMELY mildly concerned at my OVERABUNDANT lack of punchy irony lately. Things have become much too serious within the last few weeks.
*insert comment about the purpose of a blog (entertainment v. introspection and personality).*
I need to fuck.
I need to take a shower.
in related news... i love my new orchid.
orchids are like aliens, just really beautiful ones.
someone buy...
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*insert comment about the purpose of a blog (entertainment v. introspection and personality).*
I need to fuck.
I need to take a shower.
in related news... i love my new orchid.
orchids are like aliens, just really beautiful ones.
someone buy...
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ugh ... send me some love ...
up at 5am to start an experiment at 5:30 ... classes and meetings until 9pm.
drink at 12am though
grande latte, i love you. - j
up at 5am to start an experiment at 5:30 ... classes and meetings until 9pm.
drink at 12am though
grande latte, i love you. - j