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There is a great saying that a monk i knew once told me:

"John, remember that life itself is but a spider making its web. The intricate symmetry of its creation may be beautiful, but its still goop coming out of an insects ass."

He may have dropped a tab an hour beforehand, but insights from trippin' buddhist monks are timeless.

I'm not sure exactly...
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lots of journal-esque things have gone on ...

i've been talking with this girl a lot for about a two weeks now ... and i've come to realization that its not neccesary for me to be convinced that I'm attracted to someone in order to ask them out. It calming to go out with someone, knowing you're just hanging out and getting to know someone...
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troglodyte:
I have similar problems. I always want to jump straight to the intimacy part, bypass the preliminary stage altogether. It really puts a damper on things.
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I don't know what to say about Elliot Smith

I'm speechless

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minerva1:
who?
troglodyte:
Neither do I. I don't know who he was. (a musician of some sort, I understand)
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fun = interviewing someone for your sexual orientation class

annoying/stressful = writing an 8pg paper about it the night before its due

perhaps you should stop reading this blog ... at least until thursday.

-j
minerva1:
yes there is a fertility goddess, funny you say that cause i'm Pagan, lol. however i dont want to be fertile right now blush no babies, thanks.
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*exhale*

long, long, long, long, long ass week...

it probably has been the worst week of school I've ever had ... though strangely I don't really care ... the realization that its just school, and that I will get it done, has finally sunk in, and I just am working until its done.

St. Louis is a pretty boring city, though Wash U's program is...
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who would've know ... writing papers on cool films at 6am is no less depressing than writing papers on retarded things at 6am.
troglodyte:
There's only one thing you should be doing at 6am: sleeping.
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I've watched blade runner three times in roughly 24 hours. I've never had to write a paper on a film before, so I'm trying to take it for all its worth.

Everyone is back in the apartment today. It was strange and nice to have extreme privacy for a couple days. For some reason my most comfortable moments are those spent completely alone reading a...
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minerva1:
where's death cab playing????
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... i don't see it that way / i don't see it that way ...

i love multi-disc players ... the best is multi-cd random play ... CD sound just sounds better than MP3 sound ... kinda like LPs are better than CDs ... though I think LPs have a kitch-factor that is the true source of their coolness ... MP3s are just really flat...
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yeah ... it looks like this site doesn't work perfectly with mozilla at the moment, so I have to use bad, old IE to update my journal... i honestly felt like a huge retard when I couldn't find the "save entry" button in mozilla ... humility is a wonderful thing.

a couple friends and I watched scarface today ... though every 30 minutes someone would...
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minerva1:
the sg show in baltimore is like... february 3rd-ish. i'm so there. so are you. we are so there
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due to the categorical lack of good images of my person, I have decided to upload another form in its place.

though this image is asethetically pleasing, it is but a prelude for a more beautiful image which will replace it in the coming future, this image will also not be my person.

alas ... i cannot speak and have an interview on thursday for...
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minerva1:
i was gonna upload a pic of my cat for my profile. cause there arent any good pics of me either, but my cat is cute. miao!!