someozone

well ... i'm off to PA ... again!!!

i got off without too much racist this past weekend ... lets hope I remain as lucky.

though i feel completely justified in my criticism of my cousins, they aren't all bad. though practically no one is ... which makes me think whether or not morality need to rest upon the behavioral spectrum of humanity ... is the worst people do the worst there is? The answer seems to be no ... so I suppose even though the good things about my cousins are few and far between, they still aren't necessarily bad people.

its strange how all my thinking brings me to nothing but what most others think ... we learned this week that people with OCD are very frequently very nervous people, often with large degrees of anxiety ...

I have a feeling once I know where I am going next year, or at least that I'll be going somewhere, i'll be less anxious. but at the moment, i feel like I'm hanging on my a thread, even with my meds ... panic attacks suck .

happy thanksgiving to everyone who drudged through this ... you deserve it.

-j