someozone

America Splendor is a fantastic movie is anyone is interested.

I've come to realize that I really want someone to be physically close with. I find myself wanting to kiss people, and I'm not really very attracted to them. This is obscenely ridiculous and doesn't make me happy. I'm not really looking for a fling ... just an intimate friendship ... sex can be part of it, but its not the end all.

I really fucked up with a friend of mine earlier this week. Though I doubt she'll be reading this, I really feel like shit for not being more prudent about what I said ... i just feel really bad for fucking up when someone is upset already ... i'm too lucky to have someone like her in my life anyway ...

I have no doubt that a large number of people on sg are lonely people. I just wish there was some communal way of expressing this lonliness in hopes that we all can be more comfortable with ourselves.

My life is so ridiculously awesome that I feel bad for feeling lonely ... oh god am i retarded.

promise - future journals will attempt to avoid such gushing. ~j