Just got back from a Christmas party at a friends apt. It was a lot of fun ... though i think the fun had little to do with the fact that it was a christmas party.
off to study for an exam next week. I haven't gone to class in a month for this class ... damn i'm a senior.
Its a beautiful day today. I'm so glad I had the time to lay down outside and enjoy it for awhile.
No soccer tonight. suck
I've got a busy weekend, as usual, but I'm watching the whole matrix trilogy tomorrow. I'm SOOO excited. Somehow I got through life without being able to see revolutions in the theaters.
I really like it that people were discussing... Read More
I currently feel like there is a life that normal people have. A singular ideal. These people have enough of the good kind of lukcy/genetics , and have the prudence and self-awareness to behave in a way that doesn't put people off or make them think about it. These people are nice or cool or just unmentionable in a way that doesn't have to be... Read More
You feel seperated. I used to have a wicked eating disorder. Absolutly terrible, and i looked at the world in much the same way you do. Untill i achieved that ideal of 'normality' only to realize that no one is normal. You can always have more friends, you can always be more alone, you can always have more money, you can always be worse off. Regardless, thats not going to make you happy. If you arent satisfied with what you have, if you cant be grateful for where you are in life, you are never going to be happy with any more or any less. Because as cliche as it sounds, happieness comes from within.
I never believed anyone when they told me that. And it took me experiencing it to finally understand. Maybe instead of trying to 'improve' yourself, you should look for people who make you feel comfortable as you are, and who can apreciate you for you. I know its hard to do with crippling insecurity, but youve got to start sometime right?
i saw dan savage last night.
he was funny.
he was unabashed about making fun of religion.
it was both shocking and somewhat refreshing.
i got drunk afterwards.
My roommate, Dan, is a jerk. Due to my happy mood at the moment I won't generate a list of all the unreasonable and uneccessary things that he does/did that make him a jerk.
To make a long story short, he sent me an e-mail today (read: communication issues) listing all the things that make him mad (mostly dealing... Read More
I went for 68hrs with 3hrs of sleep. I could've went to sleep at 7pm yesterday, but I decided to go to a concert, party, party #2, take a walk, and play 3hrs of soccer starting at midnight.
After the 13 hours of sleep I got last night, it occured to me how I've changed since I came to... Read More
man, you need to get more sleep. lots lots lots more sleep. take me for example, i take a two hour nap everyday!
be-ins sound like fun.
and not too much longer on the roomate!