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I don't know what to say about Elliot Smith

I'm speechless

...

fun = interviewing someone for your sexual orientation class

annoying/stressful = writing an 8pg paper about it the night before its due

perhaps you should stop reading this blog ... at least until thursday.

-j

*exhale*

long, long, long, long, long ass week...

it probably has been the worst week of school I've ever had ... though strangely I don't really care ... the realization that its just school, and that I will get it done, has finally sunk in, and I just am working until its done.

St. Louis is a pretty boring city, though Wash U's program is...
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who would've know ... writing papers on cool films at 6am is no less depressing than writing papers on retarded things at 6am.

I've watched blade runner three times in roughly 24 hours. I've never had to write a paper on a film before, so I'm trying to take it for all its worth.

Everyone is back in the apartment today. It was strange and nice to have extreme privacy for a couple days. For some reason my most comfortable moments are those spent completely alone reading a...
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... i don't see it that way / i don't see it that way ...

i love multi-disc players ... the best is multi-cd random play ... CD sound just sounds better than MP3 sound ... kinda like LPs are better than CDs ... though I think LPs have a kitch-factor that is the true source of their coolness ... MP3s are just really flat...
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yeah ... it looks like this site doesn't work perfectly with mozilla at the moment, so I have to use bad, old IE to update my journal... i honestly felt like a huge retard when I couldn't find the "save entry" button in mozilla ... humility is a wonderful thing.

a couple friends and I watched scarface today ... though every 30 minutes someone would...
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due to the categorical lack of good images of my person, I have decided to upload another form in its place.

though this image is asethetically pleasing, it is but a prelude for a more beautiful image which will replace it in the coming future, this image will also not be my person.

alas ... i cannot speak and have an interview on thursday for...
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oh wow ...

does my mega sore throat hurt ...

screaming over the noise at last night party was a bad idea.

working the open house today and answering questions/leading people around for 6 hours made my voice completely disappear, and my simple sore throat progress into nearly the inability to breath through my mouth.

Much too painful for a fucking sore throat.

This is...
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another good day... AND i was happy

prolonged lunch with a crush = romantic
anti-anxiety drug = calmingly great
dinner with friends = good
comfy couch and reading = good
coffee #1 = good
coffee #2 = twichingly better
TWO INTERVIEWS = fucking awesome
chatting with brittany = realistically relieving

my drug regime is pretty fucked up
morning = cup of coffee to wake up...
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good times last night ...

We talked about so many things last night it is hard to keep them straight, but it always cool getting interesting insights from your friends. I still feel like I am rather helpless in the grand scheme of life experiences though.

Lately I've been thinking about religion again. I realized that I don't really remember how it felt, at least...
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Its been good couple of days,

I was going to write it all out, but I realized that I'm too tired to be humorous or clever.

Off to sleep for a day full of classes.
-j