somekindofinsane

I wanna break shit,
throw chairs through windows, pain
courses through my body, and
I am back where I started, again
I am terrified, of
the dark in my eyes, see
the black hole inside,
is my heart, devoid of life-

<i>chorus</i>
and I would give anything,
for just one moment, I swear
somebody to love me,
somebody to care,
somebody to know me, better
than I dare, to
believe in me, please
save me

still working on the second verse...but, this is just venting.. i feel great..

tonight was a great night! i'm off to bed now, but i'll elaborate later.. thanks everyone for your support through all of this shite.. it means a lot..