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So I fucked things up, as I always do I have to learn how to bite my tongue before I speak, I wish I could eat my words sometimes, Im so sarcastic when I have to fight about something, I always find amusing how much more hurtful you can be if you say things with the right amount of irony so I did it, over and over again I pushed his limits, I was testing how much he could take, how much I could hurt him before he said enough, and enough isnt enough, so I went on and on, cause I know my words have some truths that are hiding inside his speech Im one cold hearted bitch when I want to but Im not all the time, 99% of the times Im the one that takes all the punches without saying a word, but when Im the punisher, dear lord, hang on and try not to show your weakness
And now Im feeling sorry, and if he is a little bit like me (and I know he is a lot like me) he is probably pissed off
I know you wont read this thing, but Im sorry I get angry at you because my entire world is falling into pieces and youre the easiest target sorry sorry sorry, youre a great friend and I want you by my side, not hating me please dont give me back my watch...

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My mothers husband left today, he is right now in a plain flying to Mxico and my mom is moving to my house. I cant believe how much shit shes been collecting in a year! And I have to say that this apartment is not particularly big enough for all her stuff anyways, she is leaving in about three weeks, the only idea of having her around is quite stressful, she is in a crazy mood and so I am


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Today is my best friends birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERAR! I love you with all my heart



Here you can see my own photoshop version of him, of course as an angel wait, he is too pervert to be an angel...

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Happy Easter for all of you!