my back is hurting badly, working a grand-total of 15 hours in front of a computer on sunday doesn't improve my overall health.
..what makes me really mad at has to be forced to follow the tracks of awful events happening all around, with no power to change things going on.
being sincere from top to bottom, i foresee difficult times ahead, and not only speaking personally.
explanation: i'm not into politics as i should be to claim i'm good citizen (to the common and deprecable sense, at least), but no one can stop me saying we're all sinking slowly.
dunno how many read my journal, apart from some close friends and some others i enjoy refer to as wanna-be-friends-someday, anyway for your information i'm a self-employed worker in the graphic and web design field, and there's where serious shit begins to drop like rain in autumn.
most of the sg subscribers come from the states, i don't know (and sincerely, don't care much to) what are their feelings towards that careless butcher sitting in the white house, the situation i live everyday is forced by a strange being who calls himself best usa ally around, ya know him?
anyway, that's senseless talking, air to the mouth like pre-voting sessions coming by, the truth for people like me is that my country (i'm so proud of, historically speaking) sucks more than 40% out of my yearly income, puts me into from three to at least nine months queue for simplest medical examinations, and suffering of kidneys problems i have no chance than to go for paid assistance, some as 550 $ only last month.
i'm self-employed, it means i pay taxes and i can make regular bills to my customers (decreasing dramatically), but it's an expense itself, 'cause it costs me another 1500 $ per year to have all the documents kept clean and ordered.
sure, i can close my self-working position, but what then?
even being experienced the average work pays from 600 to 800 $ / month, decrease it by monthly bills for eating, driving to the work, home bill, and what i get is nothing.
more explains the situation of a really good friend of mine. she's from poland, it's 15 years she lives here in italy, currently finishing her studies. she's on her own, and works to pay life cost, but due to recent italian laws, she can't do paid work for more than 20 hours per week. MOREOVER, if she doesn't reach a certain income per year, she can't have italian citizenship. cat biting its tail?
the price of running from home when i was 19, to find my own way and live my life is getting higher and higher, something i could not be able to stand very very soon.
you can cut vices, cigarettes, drinking, car, dresses, even skip meals on some days, but the bank account will always be red, red, red.
yeah, italy, land of everlasting sun, place of great history and tradition, pizza, spaghetti and mandolino, but face the reality overhelming us all, from europe to the other side of atlantic ocean, we're all getting under a ton of shit...
maybe it would have been better to stick to my mum's ass for some more years
i think i'll cry tonight, it's not the first time, and it's not going the last time i do
..what makes me really mad at has to be forced to follow the tracks of awful events happening all around, with no power to change things going on.
being sincere from top to bottom, i foresee difficult times ahead, and not only speaking personally.
explanation: i'm not into politics as i should be to claim i'm good citizen (to the common and deprecable sense, at least), but no one can stop me saying we're all sinking slowly.
dunno how many read my journal, apart from some close friends and some others i enjoy refer to as wanna-be-friends-someday, anyway for your information i'm a self-employed worker in the graphic and web design field, and there's where serious shit begins to drop like rain in autumn.
most of the sg subscribers come from the states, i don't know (and sincerely, don't care much to) what are their feelings towards that careless butcher sitting in the white house, the situation i live everyday is forced by a strange being who calls himself best usa ally around, ya know him?
anyway, that's senseless talking, air to the mouth like pre-voting sessions coming by, the truth for people like me is that my country (i'm so proud of, historically speaking) sucks more than 40% out of my yearly income, puts me into from three to at least nine months queue for simplest medical examinations, and suffering of kidneys problems i have no chance than to go for paid assistance, some as 550 $ only last month.
i'm self-employed, it means i pay taxes and i can make regular bills to my customers (decreasing dramatically), but it's an expense itself, 'cause it costs me another 1500 $ per year to have all the documents kept clean and ordered.
sure, i can close my self-working position, but what then?
even being experienced the average work pays from 600 to 800 $ / month, decrease it by monthly bills for eating, driving to the work, home bill, and what i get is nothing.
more explains the situation of a really good friend of mine. she's from poland, it's 15 years she lives here in italy, currently finishing her studies. she's on her own, and works to pay life cost, but due to recent italian laws, she can't do paid work for more than 20 hours per week. MOREOVER, if she doesn't reach a certain income per year, she can't have italian citizenship. cat biting its tail?
the price of running from home when i was 19, to find my own way and live my life is getting higher and higher, something i could not be able to stand very very soon.
you can cut vices, cigarettes, drinking, car, dresses, even skip meals on some days, but the bank account will always be red, red, red.
yeah, italy, land of everlasting sun, place of great history and tradition, pizza, spaghetti and mandolino, but face the reality overhelming us all, from europe to the other side of atlantic ocean, we're all getting under a ton of shit...
maybe it would have been better to stick to my mum's ass for some more years
i think i'll cry tonight, it's not the first time, and it's not going the last time i do
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azrael_abyss:
Guess what my husband said to me the other day? He wants to go to the Italy get together. I stared at him like this 
He's good at waiting to the last minute to let me know something that he's know about for 3 months or so. Anyway we're going to wait for the next get together. Hopefully he'll make up his mind in time for the next one.
He's good at waiting to the last minute to let me know something that he's know about for 3 months or so. Anyway we're going to wait for the next get together. Hopefully he'll make up his mind in time for the next one.
kokeshi:
vafammmocc!!
