solisis

in the words of his favorite abbreviation of black and white he said:

I am here- not by choice but by my birth
for so many years- I've doubted my own worth
it's no coincidence- I ended up where I'm at now
I'm here to tell you that- you can't kick me out
cause I'm a permenant- part of this society
the blackest sheep amongst the crowd of them
I'm not the glue that holds this scene together
but I have- arrived here by way of dirty looks
and rejection and head scratching shrinks
and frustrated parents and teachers just like so
many did before me and will after me
so go ahead and laugh at me
you can afford to laugh, I can't
cause this is all I have
I'm not proud, I'm not ashamed
cause this is all I have
and It's good enough for me
and I am through- following your truth
I'm making my own rules
My own world
My own rules