Sunday Jul 28, 2002

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Violence. I'm torturing myself. I went to visit my angel...the reason for my anger and misery... i hate loving her. I hate my weakness for her. I love loving her. I need to feel this way....damn it.... I need to get away from it all. no more to ruin me. there must be a new beginning sometime. i...

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suoda:
Again I am grateful. Your recommendations thrill me. Thanks.
rosalyn:
Things would be so much simpler if 'love' and 'hate' weren't practically the same thing. frown

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