solisis

What would you do for that minute you lost as I left your fingers and slipped off the edge? The one I kept close to my own selfish whim as I failed to explain why you lost me. You devil in flesh, you horrible beast, you lied everytime you said that you loved me. I cant bear to hurt you, I cant bear to not hurt you, wont you just die on your own?
You felt it necessary to conceal the truth about what you were doing when I never asked. You felt it necessary to keep me uninformed when all I would say is its your life, not mine. A chance to live is what you kept from me, not words of pain or jealous rage. The fact that you lied and let me persue is all that I needed to break. I told you about this when you asked me to be yours, I told you how free you would be. Just lies, thats all, just lies, I said, only lies are the wounds that would hurt me.
Go live, you selfish, you drugged and desperate, you scab, you leech, you fiend! Go live in the tunnels of nightmares to haunt you and remind you of your nature to betray. I dont have to see it to know it, to feel it, to never again hear a word. Your example set everyones example and now its everyone I hate.
This minute, this cliff face, the fall to shatter my bones. Im free, YOURE jailed, so laugh if you like, its not me who will suffer this life.