Aching is he as he rubs his eye a thousand more than the thousand past. A vexation of the norm, as he sees it, and nothing more and nothing less. Emblematic of the filth he nests in by night in his means for a struggle with his own deficiencies. Turmoil, perhaps. Turmoil could serve as a reasonable definition.
It serves as an example to others...
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It serves as an example to others...
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I'm a murderer. killer. heartless, cruel, devoid of emotion and free of compassion for life....
I am the very hand of fate. I am the epitome of inconsiderate destruction....
I ran over a bird today. a finch, likely young in age. it saw the reaper coming. it flinched a second too late. destroyed are its wings and shattered are its hollow bones. loose, the feathers...
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I am the very hand of fate. I am the epitome of inconsiderate destruction....
I ran over a bird today. a finch, likely young in age. it saw the reaper coming. it flinched a second too late. destroyed are its wings and shattered are its hollow bones. loose, the feathers...
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suiciety:
could you feel me dreaming of you?
suiciety:
it was actually rather funny. i thought so.
This is the minute, ladies and gentlemen. The ultimate decision.
Grab the pick and plunge it into the 10 foot deep wall of ice I so callously refer to as routine. Shatter the chains and build new ones. To be one of the court you must prove yourself a knight before you are welcomed to dine with the kings, fat and bloated by the unlimited...
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Grab the pick and plunge it into the 10 foot deep wall of ice I so callously refer to as routine. Shatter the chains and build new ones. To be one of the court you must prove yourself a knight before you are welcomed to dine with the kings, fat and bloated by the unlimited...
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assface:
mmm yea. oh pick up that cinnamon baby.
joscelyne:
ok what's wrong with that pic? did I miss one before it? not fair, I say. if i weren't so distracted i'd probably be throwing a tantrum right now, here, on the floor, beating my fists away and kicking and screaming. if there was another pic, I missed it. but i like this one.
I'm sorry mamma
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to make you cry but tonight
I'm comin' out the closet
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to make you cry but tonight
I'm comin' out the closet
cypher:
needs new profile pic. you will comply. the ladies like a little variety. you have been distant. you plot my death.
dia:
You could say abracadabra and make my phone ring.
This day. A day lost for nothing. An empty kettle for a strange brew of blood. I wished not to sink so far into my own thoughts of sorrow and intertwined bliss that I should be left without even the slightest strenght to raise my eyes to the crowd. It is an iceless cold in this chamber left forgotten in the closet. It is without...
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cypher:
a e i o u a e i o u a e i o u a e i o u y a e i o u a e i o u
thanks. yeah. action picture. distorted face. you are the new michael jackson. you moonwalk. there is magic in that glove!
thanks. yeah. action picture. distorted face. you are the new michael jackson. you moonwalk. there is magic in that glove!
miss_magenta:
thinking of you, always.
This day. A day lost for nothing. An empty kettle for a strange brew of blood. I wished not to sink so far into my own thoughts of sorrow and intertwined bliss that I should be left without even the slightest strenght to raise my eyes to the crowd. It is an iceless cold in this chamber left forgotten in the closet. It is without...
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Let it go, let them come. Its ok to cry.
Maybe Ill sing you a lullaby
Maybe the trolls will disappear
Maybe the moon will consume the fear
Maybe the monsters will run and hide
Maybe the nightmares will subside
Maybe the witch will fade away
Maybe theyll leave you alone someday
Maybe the terror is just a dream
Maybe the shadows arent what they...
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Maybe Ill sing you a lullaby
Maybe the trolls will disappear
Maybe the moon will consume the fear
Maybe the monsters will run and hide
Maybe the nightmares will subside
Maybe the witch will fade away
Maybe theyll leave you alone someday
Maybe the terror is just a dream
Maybe the shadows arent what they...
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suiciety:
do you think between the two of us we have made enough references to my SN? do you know the movie i quoted?
dieseldawg8:
ahh
*blushes*
*blushes*
it's lonely. there's no one left to torture.... do do dooo
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solisis:
you are a sweetheart, magenta. I'm glad i could help in whatever way I have. really, you deserve to be treated like a princess.
Come to curry and visit us. the people you meet and see daily might make you feel bad but remember that everyone here loves you. it will be evident at curry more than here on the boards.
If ever you feel bad remember what I had you do, do it and believe it was me. cause sometimes I did that to help my friends fall asleep when they were down.
wow... that sounded a little sexual.... oh well, you know what i mean.
you are lovely, darling. thank you much for the kind words
Come to curry and visit us. the people you meet and see daily might make you feel bad but remember that everyone here loves you. it will be evident at curry more than here on the boards.
If ever you feel bad remember what I had you do, do it and believe it was me. cause sometimes I did that to help my friends fall asleep when they were down.
wow... that sounded a little sexual.... oh well, you know what i mean.
you are lovely, darling. thank you much for the kind words
suoda:
As the wound poured, children in the street played and laughed. Their shoes clicking on the hard surface left his mind in awe of the simple life he once had. The wound poured and in the distance, Schubert. He clicked his heel against the ground in a subtle trance as the sun peered through the window and into his eyes. With a squint he grinned and awaited his final dream.
What do you if your child gets a burn? do you kiss it? place an icepack on it? run it through warm water? you can't make the pain and damage go away. you can be support though. things just have to naturally heal....... and sometimes it hurts you more to remain powerless to the situation.
I spent a good portion of the day with angie...
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I spent a good portion of the day with angie...
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dia:
For being attacked, again, by people who misconstrue my words.
I think it's better to marry the wrong one.
Hurting someone else is the most difficult thing in the world. I know. Apparently I am a trained professional. I think I am going to make my next occupation change from porn queen to hired assassin. After a few years of that, I will become a yogini and retreat into a cave where my hair will dread.
You can do nothing except realize that love is a drug and love is a gun and everyone wants some, and please all, please none. That pain is pain is pain and it is there from the very second we are borne into this godforsaken world, and we are meant to feel it, it serves some evolutionary purpose, or it would have never passed through the Darwininian Evolutionary hurdles and become necessary. Unless we postulate that it's incomplete and like a tailbone.
I think it's better to marry the wrong one.
Hurting someone else is the most difficult thing in the world. I know. Apparently I am a trained professional. I think I am going to make my next occupation change from porn queen to hired assassin. After a few years of that, I will become a yogini and retreat into a cave where my hair will dread.
You can do nothing except realize that love is a drug and love is a gun and everyone wants some, and please all, please none. That pain is pain is pain and it is there from the very second we are borne into this godforsaken world, and we are meant to feel it, it serves some evolutionary purpose, or it would have never passed through the Darwininian Evolutionary hurdles and become necessary. Unless we postulate that it's incomplete and like a tailbone.
Look over the edge with me. Only stay where you are. You wouldnt wish to follow where I plan to venture. Not yet.
There is a small lift of granulated earth that followed that final push. The one that made me a pilot of a craft of one on a crash course into an unseen plain masked by fog so thick you could stand a...
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There is a small lift of granulated earth that followed that final push. The one that made me a pilot of a craft of one on a crash course into an unseen plain masked by fog so thick you could stand a...
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joscelyne:
schweeeeeeeeeeet.
dia:
You are a funny, funny man. I want your binary spattered all over my face.
P.S. I am irate. Nothing to do with you. Grrr though, grr, I have been misconstrued. I am ready to live underground in some sort of abandoned missile silo with no one for company but the BORL and an occasionally hot mangina session in which manvalves are explored at great spelunking length, and by that, I really do mean length.
P.S. I am irate. Nothing to do with you. Grrr though, grr, I have been misconstrued. I am ready to live underground in some sort of abandoned missile silo with no one for company but the BORL and an occasionally hot mangina session in which manvalves are explored at great spelunking length, and by that, I really do mean length.
Is there nothing but cold between us on this lifelong walk? If not for the sounds of the no waters running the stream of tears, there would be a silence dark as your eyes and ready to plunge me deeper into the haunting forever cast blackness of my own heart. Under this lamp which pelts me a perpetual feed of a low decibel buzz, all...
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dia:
I'm feeling rather dead right now, thanks.
dia:
Call me or I will shoot myself. Thank you.
I should warn you, this journal is little more than a large septic pool intended to house my thoughts of a pungent stench. So go away!
If only life worked as though it were written by Ron Howard. Love conquers all and all that nonsense. Right?
So, as I see it, I am the eponym of the word JACKASS. A noun. A foolish or stupid...
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If only life worked as though it were written by Ron Howard. Love conquers all and all that nonsense. Right?
So, as I see it, I am the eponym of the word JACKASS. A noun. A foolish or stupid...
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joscelyne:
It's almost as though beams of light have emerged from behind you. I really do feel blessed. Just don't sacrifice yourself on account of my being [or anyone else's] and all will be alright.
suiciety:
waiting
where the heck have you been, anyhow?
when you swim across the sea, and i do know you can, do you fear the things of the deep?
thems is danger!