I miss her coiled black verns and her cheek brushed light with dirt. I miss her pale and rose soft flesh of stitch and hooks- a dream gone virtually motionless. A vine unravels, a move of her fingers to touch my chin and deaden my lips with a rapid rotted weed and leaves of steel. Her glass of lakes in eyes of grey, the skies...
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Here marks the tombstone of another red day cast of bleak and absent breaths of nothing, marked of chalk and sighs of no one special. My pointless wander leads me absolutely nowhere that could ever be mistaken for valuable and the no words I wastefully mutter fall ten feet short of the fools who wouldnt listen to a zero like me anyhow. My hands dangle...
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vanillakinky:
scariest fuckin' pic I ever saw........I prefer black over beige, strapped to Dia.......
I return with mo' pesky questions, you up for fielding them?
Buying new hardware - if you had to choose a system right now, what would it be & why, oh, why? Processor/RAM/Chipsets/Motherboard? PC or Mac? Dual Processors? Gay Cock?!? Looking for a powerhouse animation combo o' components, dont wanna buy the wrong thang. If I buy Dell, does that make me a fool?
How do I get Dia in my corner?
I return with mo' pesky questions, you up for fielding them?
Buying new hardware - if you had to choose a system right now, what would it be & why, oh, why? Processor/RAM/Chipsets/Motherboard? PC or Mac? Dual Processors? Gay Cock?!? Looking for a powerhouse animation combo o' components, dont wanna buy the wrong thang. If I buy Dell, does that make me a fool?
How do I get Dia in my corner?
linz:
holy crap! those are the biggest cocks i have ever seen!
My darkest cup of tea. My garden of curdled leaves. Wound up greens, bleed me free and leave a path of dead pedals leading me to another empty creek. My dirty, sleeveless dress, frayed and absentine. My aromatic rose red, my darling Agathie. My soul deprived angelic. My scented rotted reed. My horror in a bottle, my counter bought relief. My eyes shut dead from...
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tic_tac_toe:
Poe must be speaking through you, or you are Poe, reincarnated. Very good.
dia:
I'm inclined to think of Lord Byron and De Sade combined.
What's odd is that you don't do more with your writing, dear, or if you do, you hide it.
By the way, I AM so inclined.
And I know all about the teeth.
What's odd is that you don't do more with your writing, dear, or if you do, you hide it.
By the way, I AM so inclined.
And I know all about the teeth.
Dont you smear your mascara on such trivial delays. The tears are changing nothing more than the pleasantries of my angel. I held onto the last wish you so lovingly bestowed upon me. I heard what you request of me and took it to my grave.
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oipthestampede:
Does that mean you are going to put out or not? I have a lot of other androgynous goth nerd bois that I could ream instead you know.
drstinkypants:
you seem to be less present here than you were a few weeks ago. perhaps that is because of an improvement in your real life.
hopefully
hopefully
Still this, my drowning crest, the death of another black day. Keep your ears open long enough to fall asleep and sink in the fleece as your nightmares decay.
Many blue lights sing curtsy tonight as your curtain folds low to the floor. The shadows amass and the monsters will bask in the festives behind your front door. The shelves turn to bone and witch...
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Many blue lights sing curtsy tonight as your curtain folds low to the floor. The shadows amass and the monsters will bask in the festives behind your front door. The shelves turn to bone and witch...
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dia:
/me bats eyes faintly. Rythmically.
vanillakinky:
righteous, thanks for responding, ur points are well taken. Yeah, the whole bragging about 'industry connections' BS, I am aware its an act all these organizations use. I am going into this a necessary pessimist, testing it a semester to see if it can deliver what I want. But if its a cash extracting bullshit machine, I will bail. Professors have been refreshingly blunt, basically saying %50 of the school is a dumping ground where rich give-a-shit parents bring pissed-off 16 year old Timmy to give him an outlet to suppress his homocidal tendencies - "he can draw, & likes anime so lets buy him off with animation school".
Sometimes I do wonder if I'd be better off just teaching myself, & learning as I go, using my masters as a way in the door, I'm finding most companies dont give a crap where ur education is from as long as you've proven yourself & earned yer chops, showed you have the balls to handle big responsibility in some way. Match that with a good creative portfolio & a high 'I'd like to lunch with this guy' factor (good point by the way, thanks) & ur set. Agree? Disagree?
Bevel the edges on that tube - point well taken.
You rock....................tanks
Sometimes I do wonder if I'd be better off just teaching myself, & learning as I go, using my masters as a way in the door, I'm finding most companies dont give a crap where ur education is from as long as you've proven yourself & earned yer chops, showed you have the balls to handle big responsibility in some way. Match that with a good creative portfolio & a high 'I'd like to lunch with this guy' factor (good point by the way, thanks) & ur set. Agree? Disagree?
Bevel the edges on that tube - point well taken.
You rock....................tanks
Isnt the sky pretty tonight? The cloud mushrooms from the point of impact and trees become whistles, people become flies and the rings on the ground look like the rings under my eyes as I watch from the top of the hill. I held out my arms and hugged the red horizon though it was midnight and the rain fell in the form of ash....
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noirin:
wow thankyou!! if you do i'll paint it and frame it ok?
marla:
I love meg lee chin! strangely the harder songs make me feel like crying though... even though they are all dancey supposedly.
Set my heart on ice and brixton, I got my eyes set hard on you. Negate the assumption I feel no emotion in the gamut of emotion we block away. This Is gross, the barb and rotten, Im sick of being sick of you. Ive pounded the hammer into the bricks and left the mark of the melting man. As I bled the stream and...
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bionicfemme:
All is going according to plan...wha hahahahaaaa!
bionicfemme:
Got your email! As surely as the willow branch taps upon the asphault of realization.
hahaha!
hahaha!
Im washed by the moonless knights of our convival round table, here to sip the life from yet another day in the process of death. with a wink I let in the storm and a million mile long stream of irrelevancies to aid in releiving my thoughtfully societal founded headache. Is this world not the most beautiful play youve ever been forced into?
Speak softly,...
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boxterjulep:
it is my second day of exile in the land of Miraloma. let us not be consumed...
solisis:
ha ha boxman. if you're speaking of the golden girl incident it's ok. see, i hadn't mentioned the rule until you forced me to realize it. so then, it serves as a warning to all others that the golden girls are never to be discussed in my journal.
and joss.... yeah, sure you can have the uzi's! that'd be so cute. but remember that i'm the star of the film so i won't be hit by any of your bullets. maybe one straight through the kidney that will seem to have no lasting affect on me, but only if i wear a white suit so you can see the blood gathering on the side. that is, provided you can keep an eye on the wound since i'll be falling out the 15th story of the Nakatomi plaza and busting through the tents of the carnival conveniently gathered in the parking lot as though they knew a man or two would be requiring a soft landing spot. but don't watch too hard or you'll miss the fact that about the 7th floor i pull out the sniper rifle and fire back at you, nailing a direct hit through the eye on the first shot.
roll credits.
and joss.... yeah, sure you can have the uzi's! that'd be so cute. but remember that i'm the star of the film so i won't be hit by any of your bullets. maybe one straight through the kidney that will seem to have no lasting affect on me, but only if i wear a white suit so you can see the blood gathering on the side. that is, provided you can keep an eye on the wound since i'll be falling out the 15th story of the Nakatomi plaza and busting through the tents of the carnival conveniently gathered in the parking lot as though they knew a man or two would be requiring a soft landing spot. but don't watch too hard or you'll miss the fact that about the 7th floor i pull out the sniper rifle and fire back at you, nailing a direct hit through the eye on the first shot.
roll credits.
Write my eyes dead.
Theyve turned to fogged windshields by this point. The haze of imagined tears drawn from an acute inability to procure actual collections of salty discharges. I think I have to now since the world turned to stone. It gets a bit too cold at night nowadays and I miss the feeling of clutching a breathing pillow as I drive myself to...
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Theyve turned to fogged windshields by this point. The haze of imagined tears drawn from an acute inability to procure actual collections of salty discharges. I think I have to now since the world turned to stone. It gets a bit too cold at night nowadays and I miss the feeling of clutching a breathing pillow as I drive myself to...
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suoda:
It does taste nummy indeed. And nummy is truly much better than yummy. Nummy makes you go numb with pleasure and ecstasy. We should really all try and go nummy more often. It would make life a lot more tolerable.
solisis:
the video is rpg nerds.
it's a film clip of live action role players in battle. one guy is shouting "lightning bolt" over and over, another dressed as an orc, another a towering, lumbering fool. they all dressed up as their characters and played it out. all the while a basketball hoop hides in the background to amplify the ambience of ancient mystic times. i love it
it's a film clip of live action role players in battle. one guy is shouting "lightning bolt" over and over, another dressed as an orc, another a towering, lumbering fool. they all dressed up as their characters and played it out. all the while a basketball hoop hides in the background to amplify the ambience of ancient mystic times. i love it
i think i'm getting violently ill watching these stupid ass bjork videos. i might hate her. i mean... i like her music sometimes. but... but... i think i hate her... these god damn videos are the worst stream of chunky shit drawn straight from the new york city septic lines since the movie KIDS. ! ! FUCK! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD TURN THEM OFF!!!...
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solisis:
sorry joss. that one's terrible as well.
all is full of love might be the only acceptable one. and likely cause she's not directing it at all and not even in it outside of a 3d facsimile.
all is full of love might be the only acceptable one. and likely cause she's not directing it at all and not even in it outside of a 3d facsimile.
suiciety:
forever? a little too forever.......
it was cold inside...
too cold...
(kachink kachink)
too cold...
(kachink kachink)
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ludavico2002:
yes. perhaps its not location so much as lack of outlet.
perhaps this is why god invented pellet guns?
perhaps this is why god invented pellet guns?
suoda:
Yes, I had to have Chinatown explained to me a bit in order to really get it myself. You should check it out again though, as it is very well done. Keep an eye out for Jack's new one coming out in December, "About Schmidt".
As I begin the walk to the doorway of the blind I paused with a shuddering spine and a brief sense of satisfaction. The phone rang and I knew who it was cause nobody else calls at 7am. The dreary wind of a lower existance lifts from my trodden head of wounds and once upon a times long enough to collect her voice and write...
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dia:
who'd called?
solisis:
angie
please excuse my idiocy
Next time I want the glamour shot though, so I can drool and drool over you, okay? OH, what's that? I've got one right here, thanks
My entire world is made of mucous. I am drugged and drowning in mucuous and only you can save me! The question is: will you? Just close your eyes, pretend it's Jell-o, and dive in.
Speaking of which, about this 101... please turn the page. Thank you. See you soon. Radio Transmission scrambled, makes out one faint, sex... bomb.... fuckthekitty?....something in Japanese perhaps?....a loud man's moaning...?... a little girls' shoe falling to the floor...?... water.... from a faucet...?END.