DEIMOS DEIMOS DEIMOS DEIMOS DEIMOS DEIMOS!
like a sponge I absorbed reality as the spillage of an infant tossing the glass to the floor. FEAR! PANIC! a disgusting display of the most baroque of poses etched deep in my core, the expressions surfacing on the billion mile journey.... Yes. Reality sank in.
I've had an epiphany relating to myself! I HAVE AN ANXIETY DISORDER!!! discovered...
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like a sponge I absorbed reality as the spillage of an infant tossing the glass to the floor. FEAR! PANIC! a disgusting display of the most baroque of poses etched deep in my core, the expressions surfacing on the billion mile journey.... Yes. Reality sank in.
I've had an epiphany relating to myself! I HAVE AN ANXIETY DISORDER!!! discovered...
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Welcome to Solisis Base J
agents active currently are:
J-1610 L-51150 K-88 IN-387
A-8425 L-1010 J-3130 S-99
Solisis HQ has to relocate to Hell base 9 tonight and will check back as soon as operations continue. Until then, report any suspicious activity to solisis base zero or post in solisis base J.
good luck, agents
agents active currently are:
J-1610 L-51150 K-88 IN-387
A-8425 L-1010 J-3130 S-99
Solisis HQ has to relocate to Hell base 9 tonight and will check back as soon as operations continue. Until then, report any suspicious activity to solisis base zero or post in solisis base J.
good luck, agents
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punkfish:
with a face like that....you cant go wrong 
punkfish:
oh...i live in phoenix
I went in search. I really tried to find him but it's like searcihng for a dime on a mile long beach. after five hours the probability of him not being covered by sand drops to about none.
I'm sorry. I really am. I don't like the thought that anyone is left cold. i suppose it's not an apologetic situation but i still can't help...
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I'm sorry. I really am. I don't like the thought that anyone is left cold. i suppose it's not an apologetic situation but i still can't help...
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dia:
5 hours is serious dedication, and for it, I promise you something.
He is with Elle. But not for long. I called her. I will call her again in 45 minutes, and pass the information along... it will be needed. He's good. I swear by it. He'll be good. You are a real human being. I will do anything for you now, you realize that... I will call you as well very soon.
Thai Me Up Cafe IS the one I was talking about too. It's got a Diabolik poster on the wall and mean service, but yeah, we've sat there all night, with Sal. And ther was no where else, so I figured...
5 hours is dedication. You've proven something. I owe you something.
He is with Elle. But not for long. I called her. I will call her again in 45 minutes, and pass the information along... it will be needed. He's good. I swear by it. He'll be good. You are a real human being. I will do anything for you now, you realize that... I will call you as well very soon.
Thai Me Up Cafe IS the one I was talking about too. It's got a Diabolik poster on the wall and mean service, but yeah, we've sat there all night, with Sal. And ther was no where else, so I figured...
5 hours is dedication. You've proven something. I owe you something.
not much longer now and the time will come for a new king.
settle the score,
take the black book,
and be ready to unleash a thousand silver kisses....
with your perfect eyes and perfect aim....
although you saw the mark...
the bullet missed
settle the score,
take the black book,
and be ready to unleash a thousand silver kisses....
with your perfect eyes and perfect aim....
although you saw the mark...
the bullet missed
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dia:
Oh, okay, I was wrong, sounds fun as hell
Just don't speed or forget you're playin'
Just don't speed or forget you're playin'
azura:
meow....
reporting for duty, i think.?..
reporting for duty, i think.?..
At or about this point I sink to the all time low as I melt into the liquid of my life. I get to go back to hell. yup. I am privilaged to have the opportunity to sit and converse with the very demon himself as I dream eternally of a smiling face that is etched into the sand of my time. woo waa.
It's...
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joscelyne:
*huggles*
toads:
Remeber, in 2 weeks you wont have to deal with them, and you can be back, at your place. Lucks man, BTW, havent said it yet, but Ryan would definatly be a better choice. i always found that odd...player 2 was the main charicter...
neer neer neer
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dia:
I'm down too. Call me tonight.
solisis:
please don't be down. I wish it away, Dia. with the presence of a cowlick I would come to secure a nepenthe from the gloom for the two of us to share.
J-1610 milk fetish
L-51150 Marla
K-88 sixsixty
J-2245 bombshell
IN-387 Inez
DK-1199 demolitionkitten
A-8425 Azura
L-1010 L
J-3130 cypher
L-51150 Marla
K-88 sixsixty
J-2245 bombshell
IN-387 Inez
DK-1199 demolitionkitten
A-8425 Azura
L-1010 L
J-3130 cypher
cypher:
i am still looked upon as theobsessivefreak when i'd thought i was becomming a friend.
not bt u, by the other.
i assumed friendliness. bcuz of mutual friendship via u. bcuz of willingness to email.
wrong.
i am to stop posting for awhile. i am embarrassed beyond words.
not bt u, by the other.
i assumed friendliness. bcuz of mutual friendship via u. bcuz of willingness to email.
wrong.
i am to stop posting for awhile. i am embarrassed beyond words.
cypher:
oops...uh...that was um supposed to go to...uh.. suiciety's journal....
heh.
neato pic, mrSolisis.
heh.
neato pic, mrSolisis.
I wish to return to neverland
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suiciety:
i am honestly debating moving there so to play airsoft for the rest of my life.. its banned in michigan.. something to do with the michigan miltia having airsoft training exercises that weren't airsoft.....
vanillakinky:
heya man in SF living my dream, just wanted to say thanks for the 3D Max advice, I'm looking into the package as we speak...........
Fellow gaming person, what's ur gaming poison? What games/genres do you idolize & hold over all others? Are you partial to 2D/3D/both? Just curious, I have a taste for the classics but am anxious to see where the industry is headed...........Oh, and are you in the Yakuza?...........somebody told me the gaming industry was run by the Yakuza.................. Ippon!
Tanks again
Fellow gaming person, what's ur gaming poison? What games/genres do you idolize & hold over all others? Are you partial to 2D/3D/both? Just curious, I have a taste for the classics but am anxious to see where the industry is headed...........Oh, and are you in the Yakuza?...........somebody told me the gaming industry was run by the Yakuza..................
Ippon!
Tanks again
in the words of his favorite abbreviation of black and white he said:
I am here- not by choice but by my birth
for so many years- I've doubted my own worth
it's no coincidence- I ended up where I'm at now
I'm here to tell you that- you can't kick me out
cause I'm a permenant- part of this society
the blackest sheep amongst...
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I am here- not by choice but by my birth
for so many years- I've doubted my own worth
it's no coincidence- I ended up where I'm at now
I'm here to tell you that- you can't kick me out
cause I'm a permenant- part of this society
the blackest sheep amongst...
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solisis:
something I hadn't expected....
something I .... I ....
seem to have misplaced my breath again
something I .... I ....
seem to have misplaced my breath again
lil_tuffy:
Don't wilson ever again.
remember to hold your hand out. please remember
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joscelyne:
Did you get the picture link?! I edited the other ones of you, so now I have material worthy of masturba...I mean dreaming of every time I go to bed now.
marla:
i hold out my hand and you spit the grapefruit jelly bean into it. or you bring out the ruler and we play hit or miss. i am listening to presumably your song.
i keep seeing her face beside everyone i meet. a side by side comparison. nobody ever defeats the ghost of her. sad really. I'm doomed to be like this forever. maybe i should just be gay. then I could hook up with sixsixty and we could make intense manlove with oodles of manjuice and manvalves. that would be swell
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dia:
umm, you and solisis both in San Fran would bring a lot more then just the city to its knees, thanks.
*tries to stand up*
*fails*
*tries to stand up*
*fails*
sixsixty:
only if you lay pipe like a pornstar.
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sixsixty:
i'm jealous too. damn. i had to decode that by hand. the 20's had me confused for a second. but i am ok now.
"Fear. Fear attracts the fearful. The strong. The weak. The innocent. The corrupt.
Fear.
Fear is my ally."
don't let it bring you down. give it no control. then u r free.
The so called experiences that define us are more painfully leveraged towards the ones we wish we could change. I have few but enough to alter my confidence in the present. a complex. because I would say that I am more likely to avoid disaster than to learn from it.
and here I said I was fearless. but there's a difference between drawing a gun in public and holding the love of another in your hands