I attempted suicide around the time of the assassination attempt against me, and was prevented from posting about it on SuicideGirls because some models informed me no one on SuicideGirls was suicidal. So I kept it secret. During this time I made a joke that got me kicked off. Obviously I was being targeted by Rambo and her friends. Still Alice is a good film to reference about this time.
Since then and moving to LA, I keep getting forced into anger to intentionally cause me humiliation in front of you, so I'll experience no help and my reputation as sensitive ladies man would be ruined, the LAPD was read the Riot Act by the Cali. Highway Patrol for organizing people to get angry at me and me angry at people. Since being back in LA the same attempts have been made at my reputation and with increased violence given my aggression about prosecuting on copyright this year.
