soleils

Most difficult going out for coffee in the history of going out for coffess. I don't know why it was so important that I see him, and I really wasn't hopping that I was going to hear exactly what I wanted. Just for a half hour there was the guy I had fallen so desperately for, and obviously still not over yet was sitting across from me. I kept it somehow together don't ask me how. I gave him back the drum key that he had given me, he wanted me to keep it. But for me that drum key simbolized a promise. But that promise wasn't kept so as hard as it was, it's no longer mine.