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I got dumped on MSN last night! Oh technology! Pretty ridiculous isn't it? It's just as well though, he was playing this sick mind game with me, that he thought I was involved with someone else, or wanted to get involved with someone else. When someone is like that it kinda gnaws at you, you kinda get paranoid. Because you
don't know where it stemmed from. I've always had a strong sense of self, and this was messing with it. I'm not an unfaithful person, I'm not. I don't like my ideals and values to be contradicted like that. Especially considering I was with this guy for seven months you think he would had known be better. But if there is anything I learned it's
that if someone is paranoid enough about something it's because they would do it themselves. I was pretty pissed off this morning, and when I was on the Radio this morning(they call in the morning and they ask what's for lunch specials and what sports are going on in the louge, and anything else interesting going on) when the radio lady asked me how I was, I said"well, I'm kinda angry, I just go dumped on MSN last night. WHO DOES THAT?!) and she was like "what a loser" it was awesome. A nice way to vent that's for sure, and felt like I have some control over this stupid situation.
My sinuses are messed up, I feel kinda dizzy and I have this swishing sound in my ear.