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You ever get that feeling that you just don't get along with the other girls. That they are nice and stuff but you really don't feel comfortable hanging out with them. They don't think that dead fetus jokes are funny and they look at you weird when you talk about Invader Zim. I don't belong, I just have to get along. And I do. Just sometimes I wish it was easier. Although I never want to be one of those girls glued to their cell phones. I guess I'm destined to be a loner.
Tonight I worked then I went drinking and watched one of the local bands because they were people I knew from College from back when I was a drama student and they were music students, it wasn't too bad. Although I drank most of my money and the sound was bad. Probably why I am being a bit emo, the booze. I havn't went drinking in a while, I tried getting drunk but it didn't work that well.