soko

"I'm not kidding, people were calling in."

They were complaining because you were sweating?

"no, nice warnings... people were saying that I was having a heart attack."
.
another worthless movie.
It seems that is all I do here anymore, write little scripts that do simple things that amaze me, and watch old movies.
All I really want is to sit on a couch with someone, watch some black and white horror movies, and end up face-alcohol.
yet I don't know who.

I like black and white horror movies.

I also like love movies.
especially those twisted massive amounts of people in love with each the other but no one really cares movies.
those are great.
they all have happy endings.
it fucking sucks
where is the real life scenario?
the getting fucked in the end stuff.
or lack of for a more accurate.. thing...
the center is usually the best of these type of movies, where you can tell everything is doomed, but know somehow that it's going to work out, and it makes you pissed off but you still watch.
well
that's what I feel anyways.

I guess I'll go... do something useless again.
god
i wish I could get out of this depression.